What Now?

Hockey Game

It was the day for the hockey game and my mom couldn't watch David or anyone so we bought him along with us. It was kinda awkward in the car first but it was okay after that. The car ride took forever thank god David is a good baby and basically slept threw the whole car ride. We got hungry and stopped at Apple bees restaurant my baby boy started laughing. He is so cute being such a good boy. I went to the bathroom with my sister and changed his diaper and carried him out to our table. "How's David doing with the trip?." Jason making silly faces at David making him smile all big. "Good I thought he will be fussy but I guess that nap in the car did him really good." He smiled at me and put his arm around me and David. When our food came out I couldn't really eat my food because David kept grabbing everything, Jason got done eating and told me to pass him David so I did. "Aren't you a strong little man aren't you oh look at your smile! You have your mommy's smile!" David started giggling and grabbed Jason's face. It felt amazing to see David happy and not be treated awful. I got done eating and got David he was falling asleep. As I was reaching for him Jason said it was okay I needed time to relax. I smiled and nodded my head. We got into the car and strapped David in his car seat. I put David's blanket on top of him and rested my hand on top of his blanket. I leaned my head back and was about to fall asleep but when I was I felt someone hand holding mine I looked down and Jason smiled and told me to go to sleep he will wake me up when we get there. I smiled and put my jacket around me and fell asleep.

* Jessica's dream*

"No Edward you are not taking my son away from me!" Yelling at Edward. "Look you selfish bitch I'm going to take him! He deserves so much better than a 15 year old mom that can't provide for him! You are noting! Nothing but a fat piece of shit!" My tears fell to the ground. I looked up as soon as I opened my mouth boom a hit to the face and I fell to the ground! I looked up and David was there witnessing everything. Him seeing his own father hit his mom... David started to cry. I tried to get back up to protect me and my son and than Edward grabbed David and got into a car and drove off.

"NOOOOO!" I woke up screaming. Jason grabbed my hand "it was just a dream you are okay babe shh." I started to breath hard not able to catch my breath. Why did I just dream that was it a sign to be careful with my son. "Sister are you okay." I grabbed my bottle water and chugged it down and nodded my head. We got to Nashville and walked around, I tried to enjoy myself but really couldn't I was thinking way to much. We put David in his stroller and put so much blankets on him. He was still sleeping. We walked around more and every now and than David will wake up to either get his diaper changed or drinking a bottle. He is being such a good boy. I couldn't stop being so over protected when someone wanted to see him I covered him with his blanket. I was scared. We got to the hockey game and we couldn't bring the stroller with us. I was going to carry David but Jason got him and walked everywhere with him. It was cold so we got his blanket to cover him up. We walked all the way to the top of our seats and it was super loud I thought David will wake up but he didn't. It was becoming an amazing night