What Now?

Jealousy

Jason and I got really close since Halloween it was already November 15. I can really saw I do like him a lot but I don't want to get to attach because I already got my heart broken with David's dad.. Speaking about David's dad he hasn't spoken to me and he hasn't seen David at all. His parents have seen him there and than but not how they use too. It hurts to know the guy you were going to marry isn't really being there for you. It hurts more than anything... And the people you thought that were going to be your mother and father in law don't want Anything to do with you because there son is making up rumors..not a good feeling it sucks more than anything.. I didn't want my sons first months being like this. Today Jason called me to take me on a date my sister and John said it is okay with them to watch David. So I started to get ready. I put on my skinny jeans,black boots, and my cute baby blue shirt on. I walked outside where Jason was waiting for me. I can't even like I got super happy being Jason.

"Hello there beautiful?" He smiled at me opened the door for me to go into the car. "So where are we going?" He begin to start the car and said downtown to TGIF and the movies. We got to the restaurant and we started talking we had such a good time I just didn't want it to end. It was 8 and and we decided to go to watch "megamind" I know what I kid movie but we enjoyed it but unfortunately I fell asleep on his lap. I don't know why I fell asleep but I knocked out. I worked up at the end of the movie. It was time to go and we he dropped me off at my house. My mom is suppose to work tonight and I invited him to come when my mom leaves. I don't know why I told him to come I guess I just didn't want to spend a lonely nigt by myself. I was sitting on the couch with my sister and David fell asleep on me than I put him in his crib.

"Hey I'm here."-Jason

I closed my door so David won't be woken up to anything. I got up and went to the door and opened the door.

"Hey you." He grabbed me and hugged me I couldn't help but giggle a little. I was blushing hard. "Want to go to the balcony and just chill." I got us a blanket so we can cuddle he was sitting on the balcony couch and playing with the blanket we started to talk and it was nice I enjoyed it . We started play fighting and I end up on top of him. I didn't want anything to happen especially I didn't want us to have sex not yet. Than he leaned in and kissed me. Whoaaaaaa my heart was pounding so fast I couldn't believe he kissed me I felt there were fireworks exploding behind me. It felt like a movie. "What was that for?" I asked him he laughed held my hand and kissed me again. How much I just wanted us to have sex I calmed myself and just kissed him again.

This is the most amazing night I have ever had in forever. He left 3 hours later and it was 1 a.m I need to go to sleep. I had school the next day and I know I was going to be super sleepy. Thank god Edward didn't go to the same school as me he had to go to a second chance school.

The next morning I woke up to 15 text messages.

"Good morning wake up!! You have school!"-Jason

"Where are you!"Edward

"Hello"- Edward

"I heard you got another boyfriend you fucking whore!"- Edward .

I know the other text messages will be from Edward too so I ignored them and just texted Jason back. I was more pissed the fact that he was trying to go off on me like this like what did I do so wrong.. He moved on he been moved on and haven't even been a father to David. I got ready for school and tried to get doll up but I couldn't I was to sleepy I was doing my make up basically sleeping. I put my hair up in a messy bun not caring how it looks like at all. I got into my sister car and we went to school I must say it was so awkward getting states from so many people that are Edwards friends I didn't want anyone to know what was going on between me and Jason. My sophomore year kinda sucked I didn't really like it so far. I had gym class with my cousin and one of my other friends. We all played games and did some workouts. I looked up and saw a cute guy he looked like those cholos on tv that rap about their girl. I couldn't stop staring at him I think I wanted him. But no I shouldn't think that I have Jason and he is amazing! "Prima who are you looking at." I snapped my head toward her and said no one. I was ready to get out of school.