What Now?

Sickness

My mom took me to the doctors I was hunched over on the seat wanting to throw up more. I felt like I was going to pass out every time I lifted my head up a little bit. We finally got to do the doctors office and I just wanted to sleep I laid on my moms lap she started patting my hair.

"Jessica Black..?" The nurse called out for me. My mom and I got up and walked to the back room. "Okay sweetie get on the scale to check your weight." I got up as straight as I can get "your 130 now... And your pregnant last time you were here you were 150 that was two weeks ago.." I got done and my mom held on to me. I started coughing feeling like my lungs were about to pop out of me. We got into the room and I lied on the bed to rest before my docile got in.

20 minutes go by.

*knock Knock*.

The door opened and there was my doctor looking at me very concern. "Okay honey you have lost dramatically a lot of weight for being 4 months pregnant how have you been feeling.?" I looked up and told her I felt nauseas all the time and been throwing up coughing sneezing not feeling the same. She took some blood work. My mom told me to lAy back down and that what exactly what I did. Edward hasn't texted me I think he was mad because I haven't seen him in a week because of this sickness I have. My doctor comes back in and told me that I have pneumonia. I thought oh it's okay I will get over it I will just take some medicine . But my doctor told me that I wouldn't be able to take medicine that I have to take only a cough medicine that is over the counter and its safe for me to take. My mom got worried and asked the doctor since that I'm sick that I can lose the baby..? My doctor shook her head yes that if I get worse than I am that there is a possibility. I couldn't even cry or anything I just wanted to get better I don't want to lose another one.

Me and my mom got up and got up and went home. She told me everything was going to be okay but was it. We got home and I went straight to the couch I didn't even want to shower I felt to weak. My mom made me some soup but I couldn't even eat it...

My phone started ringing..

"Hey why haven't you talked to me..."- Edward

"I'm just super sick I'm to weak to even get up... Visit me today.?" -Jessica

"I don't know maybe I will talk to you later."-Edward

I closed my phone and put it next to me. My brother and sisters were still at school. I texted my sister and she came straight home and told me everything will be okay. I started crying scared for my baby life. I just hope this sickness will go away. I got up to use the bathroom and my sister helped me up. "Sister your super skinny...!" I just walked faster and went to the bathroom. I lifted my shirt up and saw no belly... No tunny.. My baby not showing at all. I went to bed not wanting to talk to anyone. Not having my dad my boyfriend... I felt alone but everyone wanted to help me but I don't know ... I just wanted my baby to be okay.

Couple days went by and I haven't gotten any better. Edward didn't even bother to come see me knowing that I'm sick. My phone got disconnected because my dad didn't pay my bill. I didn't have no phone and I had to go back to school the next day. I opened up the lap top and started texting my friends telling them that I missed them and I need them more than ever. Some texted back some ignored my text. Now I felt like I was loosing some of my friends now. "Baby someone is at the door for you." My mom told me. I got up and went to the door and surprised to see Edward. He hugged me and told me he missed me. We sat at in the dinning room table and just started talking. "Why didn't you come the other day..?" He looked at me and said he was busy. I just shook my head and just said okay. He got up and grabbed my hand and we went to the kitchen. I got up and sat on the counted he hugged me wrapped his arms around my waist. "I love you and I know your phone is disconnected I'm going to leave my phone with you tonight okay." I smiled and he gave me his phone. He tried taking it back but I pushed him away and laughed. He kissed me good night and left. I went to my room and just lay on my bed until he texted me... But something didn't feel right I went through his phone and just saw text messages from his friend same old thing about clubbing. Than I went through his pictures and saw a picture of a girl... I know the girl she was one of my friends sisters. I didn't know what to think but what the hell is he doing with another girls picture on his phone.!! He texted me and I asked him and he said he doesn't know what I'm talking about. His phone started ringing "hello...?" I answered. "Babe ignore the picture okay it's nothing alright." I started crying telling him what was it about than he hinged up on me. Yeah something I need him to do is to hang up on me when I'm crying. Something is going on and I don't care if I make a scene at school he was going to hear me out!