What Now?

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I woke up the next morning and saw no messages that was strange to me he usually leaves me billons of messages but I guess he didn't want to stress me out. I couldn't get out of beds I felt like I was cramping on the side of my stomach. It wasn't time yet I had I basically had a month to go before my little one comes out. I got more cramps I couldn't stand it anymore I yelled for my mom and told her that I didn't feel good I felt really crampy. She told me to go back to bed. I sat on my bed and I started crying this pain was unbearable. My mom came into the room and gave me a cup a tea told me to drink it hot I tried drinking it down fast but It just hurt, she told me to drink it just like that It will calm down the baby. I drank it as fast as I can an just sat straight up so it can go down. My mom but pillows around me and out of no where I knocked out I felt so much better. I fell asleep for 4 hours woke up and it was already 4 in the afternoon. The only reason I woke up because my phone kept vibrating on my side. I opened my eyes and Edward was sleeping on the side of the bed. "Edward?" he woke up and looked at me. "Your mom told me you were having early contraction I just came to check on you. I looked at him and told him I am fine. I lay back down and went through my phone. Everyone called me and texted me to see how was I. It felt good I still had some of my friends and cousins worried about me.

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2 weeks passed and I only have two weeks left until my son comes into this world.  It was 10 p.m and my sister bought me taco bell. My family and I were having a family day and watching movies. Out of no where I felt a sharp pain on my back. I told my mom about it and she told me it can be contraction. The doctor told me I could go into labor early because I have been swollen for the last couple of weeks.  My mom had to go to work and I didn't want her to leave I didn't feel good. Hours kept passing by faster and faster. My mom came back home at 3 in the morning . I told Edward it was time. I called him texted him left him voicemails and nothing...

Was I really going to go into labor by myself. I felt like this was going to fast was 2 weeks early he shouldn't be coming out right now. My sister and mom came with me to the hospital and didn't leave my side. I just wanted Edward to be by my side. I fell asleep in the hospital and it turned to 10 I was almost ready to push out 3 more centimeters and I will be dialed completely. I kept on calling Edward and nothing still.... I started to get angry and took it off on my sister and moms hand. My dad got to the hospital on time before it was time for me to push. I started crying both my parents here for me my whole family I didn't want anything more than that. I fell back to sleep and I woke up ready to push my son out. The nurses told me that I was ready but I didn't have control of myself and yelled "IM FUCKING READY HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING TO TELL ME THAT IM NOT READY IM GOING TO PUSH OUT THIS BABY AND SOMEONE BETTER GET HIM !!" I turned into the devil under 2 seconds. Edward still wasn't here but I couldn't keep my son any longer at least ten nurses came running in and after 3 pushes arrived my little miracle ..

12:43 p.m

5 pounds 12 ounces

18 and half inches tall came out my baby boy.

I cried when I held him in my arms. My little angel you are so beautiful I held him so close to me and just admiring how amazing he is already. I looked at the time and Edward missed the birth of our son...

The doctors took him and checked him he is normal and healthy. I asleep exhausted with all the pain I went through I just wanted to sleep. Hours later I woke up to the voice of Edwards parents and Edward I didnt open my eyes I just pretend I was still sleeping. Edward was next to our son so was my sister and cousin Samantha. Than I heard Edward said "he doesn't look anything like me.." and started laughing. My sister got pissed and told him they look exactly alike. I got so pissed and than I woke up I talked to his parents and talked to my family all my family was in my room. Edward tried giving me a kiss but I moved my head and he kissed my cheek. I didn't want him to be around me I hated him for missing our sons birth! I just wanted him to get away from me. He acted like everything was perfectly fine but he had to be fucking stupid to think everything was normal and that I was okay. But I was pissed ugh I have no words to describe how mad I was. Later on that night my family left and I was left alone with Edward and our son. "So what are we naming him" I looked at him and shocked my head " why would it matter he doesn't look like you right.?" I don't know what in his right mind he decided to laugh I didn't see anything funny about him saying that. We just sat there than I said we are naming him "David Romeo Black" he told me no that he wanted to name him Edward Jr. but that wasn't going to happen. Not in my book I told him no because im going to name him he didn't come to the birth when I needed him the most. He just said okay and sat down on the couch. It hit 11 p.m and he kissed me and told me he was hungry I told him to order something in the cafeteria they had really good food but he said no that he wanted to go to Steak and shake to go eat. I told him okay but than he told me he is going to go clubbing. "Are you fucking kidding me you didn't show up to the birth of David and said he wasn't yours and you want to go clubbing?" he said yeah and said he will be right back. I sat in the hospital by myself alone with my new born son that I didn't know how to take care of...

2 a.m

"Babe im back" I was already sleeping and so was David. He hugs me and goes into the bathroom he left his phone on the counter next to me I grabbed his phone and I saw..

"Edward te quiero"- Abigale

Edward texted back telling her he loves her too... My heart sank and I started to cry..