What Now?

Another chance?

Jason and I sat down on the couch and started talking..

"I know what I did to you was a bad thing for me to do but everything was getting to much and I was just afraid of hurting you." I looked at him with a blanket face. "Well that was easy for you to do because you did hurt me.."he looked at me and cupped my hands together with his. "I'm sorry I don't know what came over me.. I do like you I like you a lot." I grabbed the strings of my black hoodie and grabbed them tight. I forgot that I still had a little hickey mark on my neck but can't tell when I have my hair down and my hoodie up. To my neck I didn't want him to think I moved on from him to quick even though he did with me. He leaned over to kissed me but I moved away and just said shook my head no, he tried again but again I denied his kiss the third time he cupped my cheek and looked deep in my eyes and kissed me. I was amazed how his kiss was than before "whoaaaaaa sorry to interrupt you guys but do you guys want more food." Rebecca asked. I got up and nodded my head I was still hungry. Jason and Rebecca was surprised I got up. I walked out to the garage and hanged out with John for a little. "So sister lets go for a walk." The baby boys were still sleeping my sister and I started walking. She lived in a nice safe neighborhood it was nice. "So are you going to tell me what happened in there." I blushed and couldn't help but laugh "well I guess we are going to start again we talked about him hurting me than he kissed me." She looked surprised "I know he likes you but I don't want him to hurt you anymore. The first time was enough." She said. We walked around her neighborhood talking about what happened to Jason and I. "Sister whatever makes you happy just know I will always be here for you okay." She hugged me and we walked back to the house, Jason and John were sitting down drinking a beer sitting down talking. "Hey ladies enjoyed your stroll." John asked. I stood in front of Jason he grabbed me by my waist and sat me down on his lap.

His arm around my waist and his other hand holding his beer. I liked that I was with him but couldn't stop thinking about what happened in school. "Are you sleeping over sister. It is Friday dad doesn't have to go to work.'" I looked at Jason than at Rebecca "call mom and dad." She called them and surprisingly they said yes.

"Well can you borrow me some clothes than." She laughs and we went upstairs. "Here you can borrow these shorts and this shirt." I put on the shorts and damn my butt looked good in them. "No sister I will just wear my hoodie." I went downstairs and picked up David Rebecca right behind me holding Eli. We put them in the same room and had the tv on for them not to wake up. My sister put the camera on just in case and the baby monitors. We went back downstairs and saw the boys on the couch. "So what do you guys want to do now.?" Jason asked all of us. "Truth or dare." I commented.

We all smiled knew something was about to go down.

We all sat in a circle and started to play "okay sister you first truth or dare?" She knew I wasn't afraid of a date. "Dare." She laughs "I knew you would say that I dare you to shake you to give Jason a lap dance." I laughed "Jason get up and sit down on that chair." My sister got up and put a chair in the middle of the living room. Jason sat down and was getting ready for it. "Oh yeah sister only 30 seconds." We put on a reggaton song and I started dancing on Jason like no tomorrow. I felt Jason hard on on my but I couldn't help but get a little to deep into it. The 30 seconds were finally up and I busted out laughing "alright sister your next. Truth or dare." She was a little bit more shy so she picked truth, I didn't know what to say so I just passed all night we played but it was getting late. My sister and John fell asleep in his parents room and Jason and I were on the couch talking. "You want to go to sleep." He asked me. "Yeah but we aren't going to do anything except sleep." He smiled "okay I understand we are going to take it slow this time." I nodded my head. We went up stairs to fall asleep in Johns spare room but before I went to bed I checked the kiddos. David was sound asleep so was Eli I was surprised they didn't wake up they had a long day I understood. I went back to my room and since it was kinda hot I took off my hoodie and only had my sports bra on. "Why would you do that are you trying to tease me." I laughed and got up and turned on the tv he got up too and pushed me to the wall. "Jason I told you not anytime soon." He kissed my lips softly since the room was dark he couldn't see my hickey. I couldn't have sex not anytime soon though.

"I've missed you so much." He grabbed me by my waist and put me on the bed. He was between my legs and how much I wanted to I couldn't. I got up and sat on Jason lap facing him my legs were apart. "Jason please not anytime soon okay we just started to fix thing we just can't move like this please understand." He kissed my chest. Maybe he didn't understand.

"I understand that's fine I know I hurt you we can just watch tv and fall asleep." That exactly what we did I fell asleep in his arms and it was a good night.