What Now?

Happy?

At the end of the night I didn't want to go home yet it was becoming an amazing night but it was getting really late and it was time to go home. I left my phone in the car and was scared to look at it. We got into the car and I just wanted to sleep. I fell asleep on Jason. He woke me up every now and than with a kiss. It made me feel special that someone really cares about me. I was holding David's hand because I was always scared someone will take him away from me.

45 minutes later.

We finally got home Jason helped me bring up David when I grabbed his bag my mom wasn't home she was working. "Babe do you want me to change him than out him in his crib?" Did Jason really call me babe? I looked back and nodded my head and said please. I went into the shower to take a quick shower the bathroom was steamed up the hot water pouring on my body felt amazing. I was looking at the wall than my head right back down to the ground. I closed my eyes while I moved my long black hair on my back. Next minute I felt someone's hand on my hip. I turned around and Jason was there right behind me bare naked just staring at me with his hazel beautiful eyes. He leaned in and kissed me. "What are you doing in here?" He smiles at me "I just wanted to be with you and I'm dirty David threw up on me remember over there at the game." I laughed and kissed him. We were getting deep into our make out session I felt his hard on on my leg. I pushed my self back a little but he pushed me to the walk and kissed me even more. I know where is this is heading too. He turned me around and bend me over I couldn't help but moan from the excitement going through my body. He didn't take his time to go into me he went super hard into me. The more I arch my back the more he got excited. He started scratching my back and I will just moan. We got out of the shower and he moved me on top of the counter and started kissing my neck and came inside me again. I couldn't help but move closer to him my chest on his and me moaning into his ear. "Do you like that?" I couldn't talk back but moan into his ear a little bit louder. I started scratching his back every time he came into me harder. We finished and we put our clothes back on. We both got out and checked David. He was still sound asleep. He had to go home already so we said our good nights. He texted me right away after he left. My phone was vibrating like crazy. It was a new number calling me.

"Hello" I answered. "Baby I'm so sorry please take me back I love you so much I know I fucked up so many times with you and David I just want us to be a family please remember the ring I bought you please babe I'm David's father I want you to be my wife!" My heart dropped straight out my ass and couldn't hear it anymore than hung up fast. I didn't want to talk to anyone anymore and turned off my phone went straight to bed.

Why is this all happening to me again one minute I will be fine and perfect but the next minute here we go all over agin. I just wanted to be happy. I try to sleep but I really wanted to do was yell at the Edward. I got up and grabbed our pictures old notes everything he gave me and put it in a box. I walked outside if the apartments next to the garbage. I was ready to throw it away but I couldn't.