What Now?

Driving?

Edward and I weren't working out it went to bad to worse after the weeks we had together. David turned 11 months and he started walking when he was 10 months he was growing up fast. Edward and I broke up again and haven't talked and I haven't talked to Jason at all either. It was time for me to go back to school. I wasn't wanting to go to school I just wanted to stay with my son. But I needed to graduate I was a junior in high school but my credits didn't say so I was far behind because I missed so many days from my last 2 years. I didn't have anyone to watch David so I would be late but now that my cousin lives down the street from me I can go to school on time. I got on the bus and just enjoyed the 20 minute ride until I got to school. I got to school and I saw my friends and got excited that I still had friends. You can say my friends were the "bitches" in the school, didn't give a fuck who was in there way, said everything. Straight up, don't take any shit. They were just liked me I loved them a lot. My group was my prima Anna, Alexa, Katherine, and Susan. I loved my girls we always did everything together in school. "Baby girl your back I'm school I missed you so much!" Alexa yelled out and hugged me. Something about Alexa everyone thinks that she has some crush on me. But I always ignored them but I knew she got jealous every now and than if I gave one of my other female friends attention. It was time for class and I was glad I had class with my girls except my cousin she had English first which sucked !! We all got into class and all sat by each other. Class was pretty boring but it was whatever me and my girls were just talking. It was time for lunch and Katherine met up with her boyfriends James. They were really cute together bad thing about it James was Alexa ex boyfriend and I knew Alexa well she was real in Katherine face but fake right behind her back. We all got out lunch and sat down. "So what you been up to Jess.?" Katherine asked me. I smiled "nothing just been being a mommy that's all." My girls all smiled and we all started talking about guys we saw at school. "So Jess one of my boys think your beautiful you guys should talk?" James told me. I looked at him confused "umm I'm good I know your boys they are all players well some of them." He laughs "exactly some of the his name is Erin." I rolled my eye "whatever I guess." Lurched end and we all went to the corner of the cafeteria were all the Latinos met up. "So you ready to met my boy." I laughed "whatever James." Than walks in a 5'9, black spiky hair, with nice brown eyes staring at me. I try to play cool and talk to Katherine again. She knew what I was doing and went along with it. "Hey.. Jessica.?" I turned around and turned around to fast and almost tripped up, he caught me with his arms around my waist. "Thanks for catching me." Ugh why did I just said that I sounded so chessy! He smiles and laughs a little "no problem so your Jessica you had a son not that long ago." I was kinda annoyed of what he said and kinda rolled my eyes. " yeah I'm that girl is there a problem." He leans on the wall and pulls me closer to him "na there isn't a problem I just wanted to finally meet you, your really pretty." I smiled and walked away. I wanted school to end bad thing about everything of my day Edward is suppose to take me home today because his parents had David today. It was finally 2:15. You can say I ran downstairs before anyone can see me. Edward texted me.

"I'm here in the front parking lot." I glanced at my phone quick than tripped. "Oh my god I'm sorrry!" I yelled out I looked up and it was Erin staring at me. "Hey you again." Ugh possibly the worst time to see him right now "yeah sorry about that but I have to go!" I walked passed him and ran outside the door. I saw Edwards car and looked around to see if anyone was around to see me nope I was safe. Thank god I didn't want anyone to see me. I got into the car and just sat there in silence. Edward started the car and started driving "well hello to you too and how was school." I looked at him "just drive me home please I'm not in the mood to talk." He laughs "okay whatever you say." David was in the back sleeping we got to my place and I got out and took David out and went straight up stairs I didn't want Edward to stop me to talk to me. I got upstairs and put David down in his crib. I went to my closet and changed real quick to sweats. I laid on my bed and went on my Facebook and saw I got a friends request and message "hey you I think we should hangout one day.. You seem really chill if you don't want anything else we can always be friends."-Erin. I ignored it and went to the living room and just watching tv, I got so bored! My dad called me and told me get ready for the permit test yeah it was embarrassing when I didn't even drove to school and all my friends did. I failed my permit test 8x I know I'm such a disappointment. I got up and changed to nice clothes and tried to fix my hair. My dad got home and I put David in the backseat in his car seat. "Pa I'm going to fail this thing again I always have for the last 7x!" He laughs "ya mija you will do fine." We got to the DMV and I took my test. If I missed 7 answers than I don't pass but I don't know what was today but I passed! I actually passed!! I got so happy and I know that I have my permit now that I can drive around a little bit. I already knew how to drive but I just didn't have a license. I got home and told my mom about it and she got really happy for me. I got happy and just wanted to drive around but I knew I had to wait 6 months until I get it I will be 17 when I get my license but whatever. But my day went to good to bad. My cousin that was baby sitting David couldn't baby sit anymore because she was moving across town basically and was going to live 30 minutes away. Now I had to go to school every day late again. Me and my parents talked about when they get home from work I can take my dads car than go to school. I was happy about that and agreed to it. But I had to hide my dads car and had to borrow one of my girls parking pass. My school sucked that way it sucked! I hated going to that school when I needed help they never did. Unless your in the football team, baseball, cheerleader, anything like that you weren't important to the principal or the teachers well some.