What Now?

Birthday boy

It was already September, David 1 birthday my parents and I planned out a party for him invited all my family and some of my friends over to celebrate. It was already 7 people were soon to show up. I was more surprised when Edward texted me telling me he is coming over to celebrate our son first year of life I just said okay. Erin and I were kinda talking like that. I know what your thinking

"You move to fast."

Ugh I don't like to think of the what ifs? I just got for it I guess that's how I ended up pregnant at such a early age. My family started showing up than Edward finally showed up. I was wearing a grey long sleeve blouse and jean shorts. I thought I looked nice, David was wearing a polo shirt with black jeans and his baby Nike shoes. Yes my son was very spoiled especially by his aunt Rebecca. My son was looking fresh and it looked so cute when he was walking around the apartment. "You look nice." I looked back and Edward was there just staring at me like if I were a piece of meat. "Thanks you too." He smiles at me and hugs me. My whole family knew we weren't together but they all had a feeling we will get back together. We all started playing games and having a good time I totally forgot all the drama between Edward and I. My aunt Jackie was holding David he looked like he was about to fall asleep. My cousin who was playing DJ but on some bachata to dance to. "Do you want to dance." Edward put his hand out and I accepted. We started dancing and I enjoyed it. I was kinda upset his parents didn't show up. But what else can I do drag them to the apartment to be miserable I don't think so not on my sons birthday. The party kept going until 3 a.m.

"I was wondering if I can sleep over I had too many to drink." Edward laughed out. I looked at my mom and she nodded. We went to my room and I put David in his crib. I changed I from of Edward because let's face it I was with him since freshman yeah he basically knew every part of my body. "I'm surprised you still are changing in front of me." He went into my drawer and grabbed a pair of basket ball shorts he left here couple of months ago. "Does it even matter we are not together and you've seen my body nothing new." He laughs and get up and puts of his basketball shorts on and takes of his shirt. He has definitely been working out I couldn't help my self for staring than I looked away back to my closet. I took out my black short shorts and a red tang top. "Your looking good." He got up and stood right behind me. I felt his breathing now my neck since my hair was up, he put his hands on my waist and starts to take off my red shirt off. I turned around and whispered to him "what are doing Edward." I wasn't wanting to have sex but that way he touched me put me on the mood in two seconds. "Shhh just go with it." He whispered in my ear. He un did my black bra and started kissing my neck. This made me moan a little bit, he picked me up my legs around his waist and he put me on my bed gently and started kissing me. I was wanting to throw him off of me but I couldn't resist his lips on my body. "I've missed you so much." His lips moved when they were roaming my body. He was teasing me and I didn't like it so I took action. I threw him off of me and he sat right up I got on top of him kissing him like there's no tomorrow. We both gasped for air and went back to it. "You really want it don't you." I didn't say anything but kept kissing him. "Say you want it and I will give you if to you." I got kinda pissed and was not about to tell him that. "Oh really and if I dont." I leaned up and stared at him me naked on top of him. "I won't give it to you." I laughed and went back to kissing him "are you sure about that." I whispered kissing his lips. He moans a little when I put my hands down his pants "ye--a--hh" I giggled a little than pinned him down and slid off his pants slowly now it was my time to tease him. I felt his hard on next to leg, he was trying so hard to put it inside me but nope I wasn't going to make it that easy for him. I started kissing him slowly down to his stomach he always wanted a BJ I guess I can give to him today. I heard him moan a little bit more and him grabbing my hands. Than I gave it to him I slowly gave it to him. His moan got a little bit louder I didn't want him to explode in my mouth so I got up and started to ride him. "Fuck baby!" He moaned out loud. I couldn't stop I was angry I was soo angry through all the hurt I've been through this last year that passed. I couldn't help to go harder on him every minute I thought about it. I kept going harder and harder until I couldn't take it anymore. I got off and he was already finished he was satisfied but I wasn't I felt like a bitch doing that. We went to sleep and he tried to cuddle but I was facing the wall. I couldn't be with someone when I'm still thinking and wanting to be with someone else.. But how can I even think of someone who didn't want to be with me.

What now..?

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Okay guys I know what your thinking what is wrong with Jessica! Has she gone completely insane well she has lol. Keep reading things are about to go to a long triangle or maybe even a four square.

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Question!

What do you guys think about Jason just leaving Jessica like that and not even telling her anything?

Do you think Jessica and Edward are going to get better!?

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