What Now?

Hi again

Months has passed and Jason and I are still doing amazing. Edward still has been more abusive and crazy than ever but I don't tell Jason.

David 6 months old..

My baby boy has been growing up a lot and I just wanted him this stop. He became such a beautiful boy everyday he grew up. He was starting to look like his dad.. It kinda suck but I know he wouldn't be anything like his dad. He is such a sweet boy he will crawl to anyone and hug people and just give them the biggest smile. Today is my birthday and I was excited because I finally turned 16. My mom didn't want to do anything huge but we made a little party at my house. All my family came over and some of my friends too. "You want to take a shot?" Sam asked me. "No I have David to take care of." I told him. "Mija this is the only time I will let you drink I will watch David. I felt guilty but went for it. I had my phone on me and Edward texted me he is outside my door. I told my mom and my big guys cousin introduced him right back out. He kept texting me the nastiest text but he isn't going to ruin my birthday. I drank so much I blacked out and woke up the next morning with throw up all over me.

"What the fuck happened last night." I tried to get up but fell right back down. I saw my cousin get up and take me to the bathroom and I threw up more. "This sucks dude what happened last night. " she shook her head and laughed. "Dude you got so waisted it was so hard to control you! But it was really fun!." She got out of the bathroom so I can take a shower. I got a text from Jason that he is going to pick me up so we can go out to eat. I didn't want to leave the house but I guess I had too. "Mom!?" "Moooommmmmm." I knocked her door nothing. I opened and no one was there it was only 10 where could she be. I called her and she told me Sam took her and David out to eat. "Thanks mom for telling me!" She giggles "sorry mija I didn't want to wake you up." I walked downstairs and Jason was there waiting for me. "Whoa looked like someone had a rough night." I couldn't even laugh I was so sleepy. I was wearing a pair of sunglasses, jeans, and a white hoodie. We got into the car and went to apple bees. "So how was your birthday?" I looked up and took of my sunglassses. "It was good cant remember half of it but I was good." He laughs and we order our food. "So look Edward called me threatening me and all I want to ask you has he threated you don't lie to me please." I looked down and nodded my head. "I will handle it." He said. I didn't want to argue my head was throbbing. We got done eating and went into the car. He kissed me and looked me deep in the eye "I'm not going anywhere okay." I smiled and said "okay." He took me home and I went straight to bed. Only 30 minutes and I woke up with David calling me "mommy" "mommy" I opened my eyes and saw my baby boy looking at me. He knew how to climb the bed and sat right next to me. "Hey baby did you have fun with grandma and Sam." He smiled and hugged me. "I take that as a yes." "Your grandparents haven't seen you in a while I wonder what's that about." He got off the bed and crawled to the living room. I followed right behind him with my blanket wrapped around me. "Peek a boo!" David screams out laughing. David and I played around a little more than we both laid on the floor and he fell asleep in my arms. "My baby boy." I have him a kiss on the cheek and pull him closer to me. We laid on the couch and took or nap.

Hours later I woke up and it was already 4. "Holy it's already 4." David was still sleeping. I heard the door knock and opened to see Edwards dad and brother and sister. "Hey can we have David for today we will bring him back at 9." I told them to come in and to wait for a minute. "Mom Edwards parents are here and want David what do I say.!" She looked out the door and saw them "tell them okay be the bigger person okay even though they haven't been there for David just let me see him." I shook my head and picked up David and went to change him. He was still sleeping and I put him into his car seat and fixed up his bag and handed him to his grandpa. I couldn't help but cry as soon as he left the apartment. I sat on my bed and didn't know what to do except draw. I wasn't good at drawing but it was helping me. My mom went out with the kids and Sam to go buy pizza from downtown. I was home alone I texted Jason and told him what happened but he didn't text me back. Maybe he is working. T