What Now?

Making love

We haven't had sex in a while now and believe me I was more scared than ever. I don't think wasn't ready to have sex again but maybe us having sex will get things better maybe. We will have to wait and see . Tonight is the night that we are going to have sex my mom was going to go to work and my sister was going to sneak out to her boyfriend house and I was going to have the room all to myself. My little brother and sister were already sleeping they had school tomorrow I do to but I know I will be up. Talking about school everyone found that I'm pregnant because I told my so called "best friend" but she blabbed her mouth out and told everyone. Yeah what a friend people still treated me the same but some people didn't and always gave me the stank eye. My teacher were okay with me not really but my math teacher was amazing to me. Okay well back to me and Edwards night . I was trying to get myself to look hot but I wasn't feeling it so I started playing music some reggaton and made me move my butt here and there. I felt good dancing I started feeling sexy all over again. My stomach wasn't poking out or anything I still looked the same but I was scared to have sex still. Edward texted me telling me he is here. I ran to the door and opened it quick , jumped on him and kissed him. He laughed and we both got into the room he had his book bag on him with his school clothes and books. He looked at me "babe you look amazing mi amor" I smiled super big and kissed him made my way to the bed. "Babe are you sure about this" I asked Edward. He smiled and nodded his head. I lied on my back and he opened my legs and started kissing my neck down to my chest. I got up and started taking off his shirt he smiled and helped me. I got on top and started grinding on him than I felt him poking me on the outside of my vagina I know he was hot and ready to get this to action. He pinned me down on the bed and took off my pants super fast and took off his boxers. He put one finger in me "babe your still tight it feels so good" I covered my face I hated when he talked to me when we had sex. I got wet enough and than he went in me slowly. I flinched and he pulled back than saw that I was okay and went back for it. He got in me and started grinding on me it was going good and I was moaning and scratching his back every time he tried getting deeper in me. "Babe your going to deep." He pulled back a little but didn't like that I told him to stop a little. He bent me over and just went to hardcore for me. "EDWARD EDWARD EDWARD!" Moaning and screaming for him to stop but he enjoyed more that I was screaming out his name than he pulled away and lied right next to me. "Babe that was amazing" he kissed me and went to the bathroom. I grabbed my clothes and went into the shower. "Babe did you liked it?" Edward asked me while I was taking a shower. I did liked it but I just didn't like that he was trying to go to deep and how he man handled me too much at the end. "Yeah babe it was amazing ." I got done taking a shower and changed real quick and went back to my room. There was Edward lying down on the bed watching tv. "Come here babe lay right next to me." I smiled and lied right next him he kissed me and we both fell asleep.

The next day we both woke up at 5 to get ready for school. I woke up my little brother and sister to get ready for school they were a pain to wake up. But the finally woke up. "Babe we need to go in 20 minutes okay." I nodded at Edward and went back to getting ready I wanted to get dolled up for some reason. I straightened my hair and put a little bit of make up on. I got out to the kitchen and Edward came up to me and kissed me. We all got into the car and headed to school. How much I hated to go to school especially in the morning honestly I am not a morning person at all I rather sleep on my bed and not care about what time I woke up. "Edward pull over." I felt the urge to throw up. He pulled over quick and blahhh I threw up agin I didn't feel good. Before we got to school Edward lit up his cigarette and stated smoking in front of me. I was like really your smoking I have asthma I can't believe him!

"Edward really? Now? In front of me?." He just smirked at me and looked away. I just opened my window trying to get clear air in but all I smelled was smoke. I didn't feel good it was cold and I didn't feel good I just wanted to go home. We got to school and Edward grabbed my hand and we walked into class I saw my friends and walked up to them and went to class. I didn't want to be near Edward he just pissed me off and the day just started this is ridiculous. I got into first block sat all the way in the back and fell asleep I didn't want to deal with anyone's bull shit or anything. My teacher woke me up to finish my work than I can fall back to sleep. That's exactly what I did I finished quick under 30 minutes math wasn't my strongest subject but when I wanted to sleep I was a genius in it! I got up and told my teacher I needed to use the bathroom as soon as I walked out of class I ran to the bathroom and threw up again. How much I hated throwing up. Now I really wanted to go home. I felt sick I was coughing sneezing couldn't barely breathe and didn't want to eat at all. I texted my mom and told her I wasn't feeling good. She agreed to pick me up and take me home.

2nd block came along and I was announced to get dismissed.

Edward saw me in the hallway and told me why I was going home. I told him I didn't feel good and I just wanted to go home. I met my mom up in the front office and she grabbed my book bag and saw how pale I was and it was bad if I got pale because I'm pretty tan. "Mommy I don't feel good." My mom smiled at me and told me she was going to make me tea when we got home. We got home and I changed into my baggy clothes grabbed my blanket and pillow and lied down on the couch. I rubbed my belly and told my baby everything is going to be okay..

1 week passed by....

"Let's go to the doctors I don't think your getting any better we have to go now come on." My mom told me.

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Next chapter is the worst that can happen to Jessica she thinks the worst when the doctors give her the news about what's wrong with her.

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