What Now?

Your having a ...

After that argument me and Edward had didn't helping anything at all. So as me trying to be the mature one I wanted to talk about us and to fix everything. I wanted my family, I wanted to fix everything ... Yeah it wasn't all my fault but still someone has to be the mature one. So I called Edward. "Edward...?". He answered thank god "yes.?" I took a deep breath in and than out. "Come over we need to talk please I love you and always will. Today is the doctors appointment to see what we are having everyone is coming and I want you to be there to babe please.?" It was complete silence at first but he agreed to it.

It finally turned 3..

Time for my doctors appointment.

I walked into the doctors and saw Edward there sitting there waiting for me. I walked up to him than he hugged me super tight and said sorry. I hugged him right back. My brother, sisters and mom came along to see what I am having. We got a bigger room than we usually get. There was a couch right next to the bed that I was lying down on. Edward was holding my hand. It felt good to have my whole family there and to have my boyfriend with me. My doctor wasn't in and I had a nurse checking on me. "Okay you guys ready to know what your having." I smiled and nodded my head. She took a video of everything. We saw the head beat and how big our baby got big. My baby was huge... But my belly wasn't even big it looked the same. "Ready for the sex of the baby.?" I yelled out yes super excited to know!

"Congratulation your having a boy.!" Tears rolled down my face of happiness. Edward face was smiling. Everyone got all teary eyed and got all excited. I'm having a little boy I'm so happy.

The nurse gave us the video of our baby boy and we only had 4 months to go until he is here. Edward and I went to his house to tell his parents. We got to there house and I sat on the kitchen chair and waited for his parents to come to the kitchen. "Hola mija como estas."? I smiled and told Edwards mom that I'm having a boy she screaming with joy and hugged me! It felt so good his parents are super happy us having a boy. She made some food and we all ate. I got sleepy and Edward took me home. But before we got to my house we parked at a park parking lot and sat there to talk. "Look I'm sorry about what happened Jess I love you I love you so much I want you to be my wife okay I truly do you mean the world to me and now that we are having a little boy we really need to work this out okay babe." I looked at him and told him okay. We fixed things and he dropped me off at my house. My day couldn't get any better. But I missed my dad a lot I haven't talked to him since he walked out when we were eating... It's been 5 months I haven't talked to my dad.

I didn't go to school for a while because I didn't feel good. Around 3 I heard a beep outside and it was my dad. I came outside and walked up to my dad and showed him the picture of my boy. We both cried together and he was happy he patted my stomach and he told me sorry that he was just disappointed but he couldn't change anything. Everything was falling into place. My dad left after an hour and Edward came over he told me to meet him outside so I got up and went outside, "hey baby." Edward came up to me and kissed me. I smiled and said hi. "So babe your forgot about something... Your ring babe." I smiled so big and he put my ring back on my finger. "Thanks babe I was waiting to have my ring I felt naked without it!" He laughed and hugged me. "Babe I know we been through a lot of these couple months but I love you a lot and our little boy okay." I kissed him and we went inside to watch a movie. My mom told me that one of her friends were coming over. I didn't know who it was but I just said okay. 20 minutes later I see a tall good looking guy. He looked like he was 6'5 and he had hazel eyes with dark hair. He dressed very nicely, he introduced himself as Arnold. Me and my siblings were all polite because my parents taught us better than just to be rude when we meet people. I didn't feel right about this guy. I didn't know my mom was dating already... I hope she wasn't because I know it would only cause drama. "Who is that guy?." I looked at Edward and told him I didn't know. We ignored them. But I couldn't help my mom was really happy but really happy. I haven't really seen her this happy. I was kinda getting upset and didn't accept it. Edward hugged me and whispered in my ear "babe stop being up your moms butt let her be happy." I shook my head no " I want my mom to be happy but i know something will go down if my dad finds out." He just hugged me and rubbed my belly but that wasn't helping me. I was getting annoyed that Arnold was still there I just wanted him to leave the house. Edward left and I was in the living room with my mom and Arnold. "Mom I'm kinda hungry." Arnold just stared at me I really wanted to tell him what the fuck was he looking at but I didn't . My mom told me we had leftover food and I just nodded my head and looked right back to the tv. My mom told me Arnold wanted to tell me something and I said okay. "I'm going to give you some advice your about to be a mother and you have to focus on your little one." I looked at him was the guy really trying to give me advice on being a parent. I looked at him and said " umm okay i am thinking about my son so I don't know where your trying to get at." He looked at my mom and my mom told me to calm down. I got up and went to my room. I couldn't believe this guy trying to give me advice about being a parent how freaking annoying. I called Edward and told him what happened and he got pissed and wanted to come back to my house and curse him out but I told him not to worry about it. My mom ordered pizza and I ate a lot more than I usually do. Edward called me and we started arguing he told me he was going to go clubbing with one of his friends Abigail I told him no I don't want him to go anywhere with some girl. He kept on arguing with me and started calling me fat and that I'm stupid. All the arguing and yelling caused me to throw up all over my bed. I hung up the phone and threw my cover on the corner of my room. I pulled out new covers on my bed and lied down. Now Edward was texting the meanest things to me that I just wanted to end my life . He made me feel worthless that I wasn't good for him or anything.

"You know what fuck you because honestly me and that girl on that picture you saw I did have a thing for her.! You gotten so far and ugly it's unbelievable! Go get your self fixed and maybe just maybe I will love you." -Edward.

".....okay..."-Jessica

"Your not even worth it and fuck you I'm going clubbing if you like it or not."-Edward