What Now?

Falling into place?

After the talk I had with Edwards parents I couldn't help but just feel horrible the guy that I thought I loved end up being the complete opposite. It sucked so much what else was I able to do. I got a text from Jason.

"Hey I heard what happened how are you feeling?" -Jason

"Ehh it's whatever I'm alright."-Jessica

"Are you sure?"- Jason

I didn't text back after that. Tomorrow is the day for the concert and I was glad to get away for a couple of hours.

The next morning my sister and I woke up and ate breakfast. "So sister today is the big day." I smiled "yeah it is I'm excited."

I got a text from Erin.

"I miss you ..please talk to me.."- Erin

I ignored his text and lost my appetite and threw away my food. "So when are we going to get ready." I asked Rebecca. "We have 4 hours to do whatever we want." I smiled "well good we should take our baby boys to the park down the street." We both god up and got our boys ready. We buckled them up into the car and put their stroller in the trunk. "Your birthday is coming up, what are you planning on doing?" I laughed "well find a damn job! Since Edward isn't helping me with anything." She smiles "well that's good where are you going to apply." I looked out the window and just stared out for a little "I don't know." I looked up and saw a bird flying.. Sometimes I wish I was a bird and have freedom, fly wherever I want, go anywhere I want, but I'm a human and this is what I have to deal with. We got to the park we both turned around to take out our babies but they both were knocked out. "Well thank god we have the stroller we will just walk around." I told Rebecca. We both got out of the car and put our sons in their own stroller. We walked around and it was nice to get away. "So can I asked you something." I looked up and saw curiosity in Rebecca eyes. "Yeah what?" She frowned at me "do you still love Edward." Something I haven't thought about in forever since we argued, well our last break up. "Honestly I will always love him but I'm not in love with him as how I use to be." We walked a little bit more until we had to go home and put the little ones on the bed to end their nap. "Well I just hope you don't think you need him because you don't he hurt you so many times!" I smiled "I'm not going back to that." We got out of the car and walked upstairs. We put David and Eli in my moms room since it was nice and chill in their. "Let's go get ready." We both curled our hair and I put on my black dress and my sister a brown dress. Our dresses were kinda short and showy but we looked classy. It was almost time to go and the boys were waiting for us downstairs. We got into the car and I was sitting in the front with Jason and Rebecca and John in the back. "You look beautiful." Jason said while holding my hand. I blushed "thanks you look nice yourself." He smiles and we were off to Nashville again. I was really sleepy and we were no where near Nashville. I decided to fall asleep. I had my legs up on the dashboard, my dress was short so it almost showed my butt. I didn't care I was really sleepy and I was starving! I fell into a deep sleep and started to think about Edward.

How much I hated him but did I still love him? I think I was thinking to much. Yeah that totally made sense. "Ahhhh OH MY GOD!" I woke up jumping! "WHAT THE HELL! You guys are ass holes I'm so sleepy and you guys pull a prank again!" Jason couldn't stop laughing I rolled my eyes and turned my body to the window. "Assholes"

"It's okay it was a joke." I rolled my eyes and looked out the window.

After 20 minutes John and Rebecca fell asleep.

"Hey come here." Jason touched my leg. "What?" I looked at him. He pulled my arm towards him and put his arm around me. "I'm sorry about that." I looked up at him and smiled "sorry about what." He laughs "I know you wanted me to say the whole thing. I'm sorry for scaring you." I smiled and kissed him on the cheek. "So we good." I laughed "we good."

30 minutes later we got to Nashville.

"JOHN REBECCA WE ARE HERE!" I yelled out they jumped. I laughed so hard I couldn't bare it in anymore. "Okay let's park the car and we are going to walk over here to this place were they had the best burgers ever!" Jason said. We parked the car and walked to the BBQ place. We all sat down on our table and started to talk "this is where they had man vs food and Adam ate a huge steak!" I laughed after John finished "really it seems pretty dead here." Jason agreed with me. "I guess is because we are here pretty early." I looked at the time and it was 3. We ordered our food and begin to eat. The burger I had was huge and amazing! I was so satisfied with the burger I almost forgot Jason was with me. "Want a bite." I asked Jason. He turned to me and took a bite. "I said a bite not a eat the whole thing honey." We all started to laugh. After a hour eating we had to walk back to where the concert was going to be held. My sister legs and I were all red from sitting on the chair for so long. How embarrassing! My sister and I walked before the boys and walking ahead of them. "So are you excited literally we are almost there!" I smiled "hell yeah I'm ready to see Gabriel Iglesias and we have front row seats how amazing!" She smiled "you know Jason paid 400 do this seats." My jaw dropped "what!" I yelled out! "Yeah but don't mention anything! He just wanted to do it for your birthday okay!" I rolled my eyes and we kept walking we got to the light and the guys caught up to us. Jason put his arm around me and we walked together that way. Than we held hands all the way to the concert. We got inside and sat on our seat. I took a picture before the concert started and put it up on Facebook.

*new notification*

I opened it and it was a comment from Erin

"Have fun!"

I rolled my eyes and signed out of my Facebook.

"Put your hands together for Gabriel Iglesias!!!!" The announcer called out! We all started clapping I was too excited and started laughing not even a joke was called out and I was smiling big! "Your really exited huh!" Jason whispered in my ear. I kissed his cheek and thanked him. He smiled and pressed his soft lips on mine. Such an amazing night.

We got home around midnight. John and Rebecca walked up stairs I sat in the car for a while with Jason.

"Thank for everything." I leaned in and kissed him. He smiled "no problem." I gave him one final kissed and walked upstairs.

Everything was falling into place

But that's what I was wrong....