What Now?

Im a bitch

The next morning I woke up sore on my legs well duh I would I just had sex with my sons father for a good hour and not feeling anything. David was wide awake staring at me and Edward giggling. "Mommy mommy mommy." He laughed out. I got up to pick him up and took him to the bathroom. I sat him down on the counter and we both brushed our teeth. "Baby I don't know what I did last night with your daddy mommy is so stupid for doing that." He looks at me with his toothbrush in his hand scrubbing his teeth.

We got out of the bathroom and went back to the room I changed David real quick to sweatpants and a regular white tee. I changed into some yoga pants and a white army shirt. Edward finally woke up "good morning" I sat right next to him while David was playing with his toys on his play mat. He got up and looked about me "about last night.." I looked at him and shook my head " don't worry about it, I already forgot about it." I got up and she slapped my ass "I knew you would understand." I rolled my eyes.

What a jerk.

It kinda hurt that he actually didn't care what I felt what if I really did want to work things out...

Well I guess he still wasn't ready. He got dressed and told me he had to go home, I just nod my head and waved my hand goodbye. He picked up David and told him bye and put him right back down. It kinda sucked that it had to be like this no I take that back it sucked that it was that way. I went out to the living surprised it was clean. I put David on the floor while I made him some cereal. I sat down on the floor and waited for the cereal to sog up. My mom came out to the living room and sat down on the couch. "So what's going on with you and Edward.?" I looked at her and shook my head "nothing at all really." She looks at me if I were lying "are you sure." How much I just wanted to yell out. "Nothing is going on mom!!! Nothing at all! We are not happy together at all!! We just have a son together!" She got up and went to the kitchen. I got up and washed David dish and started to play with him. I had school tomorrow how much I didn't want to go.

Monday..

I got up for school and put on my khakis and my red school hoodie, I honestly wanted school to be over with. I waited for my parents to come home so I can go to school. I put my permit in my book bag and was waiting for them to show up. The door finally opened and my dad walked in. "Hola mija ya Estas lista para escula?" I nodded my head yes he handed my the keys and I handed him David. "Ay look at mi gordo tan tindo como la madre." I laughed and kissed my dad and David on the cheek and waved goodbye. I got into the car and drove off to school it was already 8. School started at 7:15 I was super late but that wasn't old to my first block teacher always felt like she hated me because I was always 10 minutes late. I walked into class and my friends waved there hand I sat right next to my group of friends and sat there. "It was nice for you to join us Ms.Black" I looked up and smiled but she gave me a evil smirk. She walked away and I whispered "well fuck you too bitch" my friends started laughing. First block was okay it kinda went by fast I was ready for school to be over with 3rd block was time with my girls. After first block I walked to the "Latin corner" and saw my main girls they all came up to me and hugged me super tight. I was talking to them than I felt arms around me I turned around quick and saw Erin smiling. "Hey I've missed you." I smiled "that's nice I guess." He puts his arm around me "so when are we going on our date." I threw his hand off my shoulder "not anytime soon honey I have a lot going on." Before I finished I saw a short girl I really haven't talked to come up to Erin and grabbed him by his shirt.

Alexa came up to me and put her around me "that's Erin girlfriend." I laughed. Katherine nodded her head "yup that's his girl." So of coarse me as my girls had to say something. Erin's girls friend gave me the nastiest look ever. We were about to walk to class but I had to do something about Erin. "What this girls. Alexa and Katherine walked right next to me and Erin and his girl were on the wall hugging. I stopped right in front of them and smiled "thanks for asking me on a date Erin but I don't date guys that don't have any standards." I flipped my hair over my shoulder and my girls busted out laughing. "Omg Jess this is why we love you you don't take anyone's shit!" Katherine laughed out. Alexa started clapping her hands laughing "omg let's get to class." We all went separate ways and just sat in second block more bored than ever.

It was time for third block and me and my girls went to the Latin corner to chill, we threw our stuff in class on our seats and walked back out. "Jess look who is there Erin and his girl." Alexa whispered in my ear. I laughed out and rolled my eyes at them. I knew his girl wasn't the type to say much but run her mouth to someone else. One of my friends Andrew came walking up to me he had a little crush on me since I came back to school. "Hey beautiful." Andrew said wrapping his arms around my waist. "How are you Andrew?" He looked at me and smiled "better now that I'm here near you want to sit with me at lunch today." I held his hands and looked at him "why don't you sit with me and my girls for lunch." He nodded his head and gave me another hug before he went off to class. My girls and I went walking to 3rd block but u heard Erin's girlfriend say "you actually wanted to date a girl like that." I turned around and leaned on the wall right next to Erin. I stared at her and she knew she was about to get it from me "funny how much you can talk so much shit but won't say anything to my face and your boyfriend was the one who came up to me and asked his boys about me oh yeah that's not the best of the part." I took out my iPhone and opened the Facebook message he sent me. "See haha your boyfriend isn't that innocent he has you his girlfriend but he is still out there playing his little games good eye for a "good eye" l started to laugh. They both were silent when I walked away. They had it coming.