What Now?

New home

I finally turned 8 and half months it was Almost time for my little boy to come out. My legs were getting swollen and couldn't barely walk. It was time for my check up and my doctor told me I have gotten very swollen that I will have to go into bed rest. Great bed rest ... Something I really didn't want to do.  

I got come and my mom was on the table waiting for me and my sister. "Mom what's wrong." She looks up and tells us to sit down. She was telling us that we lost the house and that we need to move out in 2 weeks. Me and my sister started to cry with me mom. We had to find a place under two weeks to live in. If we didn't than what. I didn't want to bring my son out to the world and have no where to stay. I did have a place and that was Edwards parents house but I really didn't want to move into their home. My mom left the house to look around town to try to find a place to live but no hope.

After 4 days later thank god we found a place. We got a 3 bedroom apartment to live in it was a good neighborhood and a school bus to my school. It was moving day. My cousins and her friends helped us move. Edward came to my house and told me he wanted to take out I didn't want to go out I just wanted to stay home because how swollen I have gotten my stomach was poking out a little but not that big. I didn't want to leave home in this hot weather. But my mom told me I should go and to look pretty. So I did I got up and got ready. I tried to look attractive as much as I can. I got to Edwards house and there I saw a surprise baby shower for me. I got so happy I got out of the car and saw Edwards mom I hugged her as soon as I saw her and thanked her. I was glad they did all this for me. Edward introduced me to his whole family and we all laughed and had fun. But Edward got me mad when a couple of girls where trying to get his attention and he gave it to them. Just as I thought we were doing I was wrong totally wrong. I went into the bathroom than I heard "Edward how does it feel to almost be a dad?" He laughs "I will show you if you know what I mean." The girls started giggling at what he said he went into his room that was right next to the bathroom. I got out of the bathroom and he grabbed me and pulled me into his bedroom but I got pissed and hit him on his chest. "What the fuck was the for?" I shook my head "so you think your funny or something, well you not so you think its funny to tell girls to have sex?! what the fuck is wrong with your mom makes us a beautiful baby shower just for you to ruin fuck this im going to go out there act like nothing happen and sit there okay." I left him looking stupid and went back outside the day went by pretty face we playing games and open presents and believe me I had so many presents I know it wouldn't fit in the apartment I lived in now. It was already 10 o clock at night. I was ready to go home I was suppose to be on bed rest and relaxing I started to swell up again I could barely walk right. Everyone left and Edward took me home. The car was complete silence I didn't want to talk to him he pissed me off enough tonight. I got out of the car and he brought everything upstairs. The guys that were helping us move were still at the house drinking with my cousins, aunt and mom. My mom was happy to see me and asked me how I went I told her it went good and I enjoyed myself. Me and Edward walked into my room to put the things away he grabs me from my waist than travels his hands onto my stomach, "I love you okay... My uncles want to go clubbing tonight im going to go with them okay." I didn't want to argue no more I just nodded my head and he left. I knew he was going to get into something like he always does. I changed into some my sweats but put a tang top on it was kinda hot;. My mom cooked some food and I started eating. There was this one guy my mom kept staring he wasn't a very good looking guy but I will rate him as a 7, he had black sleek hair, Hispanic , kinda chubby but he is nice to my mom. Later on that day Edward kept texting me that he misses me that he wants to see me tonight but I told him it was already late to go home with his uncles. I didn't want to argue so I just turned my phone onto silence so I wouldn't have to stress anymore.