The Suicide Equation

Chapter Twenty Four - The Second First Time (Shawns Point Of View 3)

I grabbed my car keys off the end table and walked out. I got in my car and drove away. I wanted to be away from their as quickly as possible.

I just drove around mindless for thirty minutes. I drove around the neighborhood until I eventually took a trip to the park downtown. I parked and got out of my car and walked to the front of it. There was many people around; children playing, adults walking their dog, and cyclist roaming the park. I sat I the hood of my car and got my phone out.

I dialed my second most recent contact and awaited her answer.

"Hewwo?"

"Heyyy!"

"Hi, Baby."

"How are you, my love?"

"A little bored to be honest."

"Awe, could I help with that?"

"Hehe, what could you do?"

"Well, I've been driving around our neighborhood for no reason honestly. It gave me time to think."

"What were you thinking about?"

"You."

"What do you mean?"

"I thought about you. Dating you, marrying you, and living with you. You know what I thought of more then anything though?"

"What?"

"Going all the way with you."

"Shawn, we've already done that."

"Shh, I know we did. We had our first first time, but it got ruined. We got a minute into it before your mom walked in."

"So what are you trying to say?"

"Let's have a second first time. Me and you will be all alone this time, for sure, and we can express our love for each other. Just me and you, body to body, skin to skin."

"And how would we do that? We aren't allowed to see each other?"

"Will your mom let you hang out with anyone else?"

"Yeah, just not you. She has to call them and check on me though."

"Okay, well here's what we'll do. Walk down to the mailboxes. Tell your mom you're going to go hang out with Daisy. Tell Daisy your mom will end up calling her. Have her say you're in the bathroom taking a dump. That's enough for your mom, right?"

"Yeah, she's too stupid to think to ask her to wait on me."

"Exactly. So let's do that. Head out to the mailboxes in ten minutes and let's pull this off."

"But where are we gonna go?"

"That's a surprise."

"Sha-"

"It's a surprise dear. I love you. Bye bye."

I hung up the phone and headed off to the trailer park. I was determined to get with Violet. That's all I wanted. Me and her were gonna get this right.

I pulled into our trailer park and looked around. I drove past her house to see who was home. Her mother's car was still in the driveway so she was home. I sent Violet a text.

Did you tell her?

Yes baby. She thinks I'm with Daisy.

I set my phone aside and headed to the mailboxes with a smirk on my face. I saw my sexy girlfriend from down the street. She was dressed in all black and leaning behind the mailboxes trying to hide. She failed, I could see her from far away, but it didn't matter.

I pulled up next to her and let out a "hey beautiful."

She rushed into the car and slammed the door behind her and planted a kiss on my cheek before telling me to drive.

"Holy hell, you're in a hurry, babe."

"Shh, drive Shawn, I don't wanna get caught."

"Alright," I said as I nodded and stepped on the gas. I went the speed limit (most people drive under it to avoid hitting kids) and headed out of the trailer park.

"You told Daisy, right?"

"Mmhm, she's all for it."

"Good," I said as I place a hand on her thigh. I ran my hand up and down her thigh slowly and then placed it back on the wheel.

"Where are you taking me?"

"You'll see, put this on," as I handed her a blindfold I kissed her cheek.

"Why do I need to put this on?"

"Shh, just do it. It'll make this more memorable."

She nodded and tied it around her head. She looked adorable with a purple banana wrapped around her head like a blindfold. She looked so silly but it worked. I caressed her thigh again, a little softer and getting a little closer, and kept driving.

"We're almost there," I told her as I looked out the window. The area was dead. It was only me and her.

"Where are we, Shawn?"

"Just shut up for like five minutes, okay baby? I wouldn't want to have to gag you. Silence is key, okay?"

She shuddered and kept quiet. I tried to be hot but I don't think she felt like it was very pleasing. I stopped the car and bound her hands together with a rope.

"Stay put, okay?"

"Okay, Baby."

I left the car and grabbed the blanket from the trunk. I walked about twenty yards away from the car and sat it down on the dirt. I went back on got the candles and a lighter. I set up a few candles around the blanket and sprinkled flower petals down. It was the middle of the day but it still looks romantic.

"Okay, you ready?" I asked as I unbound her and walked her to the scene.

"Yes!!"

"Take it off."

She slid of the blindfold and brought her hands up to her face. She smiled widely and said "This is so romantic!"

I pulled her close and kissed her passionately and slowly backed her up until she was over the blanket. I laid her down and continued to kiss her and run my hands over her body. I slowly slid of her clothes and she took away mine.

I kissed her neck and she let out little gasps and moans before clawing at my back making me shudder. I stood up and took off the my clothes and leaned back into her. I kissed her once more before we started.

Every second of it was perfect. Every gasp, moan, scratch, bite, and kiss. Every time she said my name, every time I moaned hers, it all went perfectly.

I kissed her as I finished and whispered in her ear that I loved her. She smiled and kissed my neck and I rolled off next to her.

"Let me go to the car and get you your gift, baby." I said as I stood up. I didn't bother to put my clothes back on, we were all alone. I got up and walked to the car.

She started digging through my clothes as I walked away, I assumed she was gonna try and act cute by wearing my boxers.