The Suicide Equation

Chapter Twenty Five - Accusations

I picked up Shawn's jeans and looked for a lighter. The candles went out from the wind and I wanted to relight them. I found his phone and decided to check the time. I pulled it out and clicked the home button.

He had three KIK messages. I didn't text him, so I unlocked his phone. I opened the app and looked for the new messages. They were all from the same person.

Shawn today was amazing.
I'm so happy I was your first.
You should come back over so we can do it again ;)

I clenched his phone and felt my heart drop. Was she serious? Did Shawn cheat on me? Did Shawn have a good first time with someone else?

I texted the girl back.

Hey sexy.
What was your favorite thing I did to you?

It was only seconds before she started typing a response.

When you let me be on top of your face. That felt amazing.

I shuddered and texted back an embarrassed emoji. She replied,

I've watched the video a few times now. It's so hot.

What video?

The one we took.

Of us fucking?

Yesssss!

I felt like I was going to vomit. I clenched the phone and choked back tears. I swallowed my feelings and kept texting her.

Could you send it to me?

We agreed to not put it out online baby.

Just send it to me. If you do I'll come back over ;)

Okay, here.

I opened the attached file. I was scared. I hoped this was all a fucked up dream.

"Oh fuck! Holy hell Daisy! When did you learn to do that?" Came from the phone.

There stood my boyfriend, without pants, in my best friends bedroom.

There stood my best friend, on her knees, with my boyfriends cock in her mouth.

I kept watching. I hated every second of it but I had to know what they did.

Over the course of the ten minute video, they went all the way and gave each other oral. I felt heartbroken watching everything.

I threw Shawn's phone as hard as I could to the side of me. It landed at the base of a tree with a loud thud. I had hoped I destroyed it.

I pulled part of the blanket it up and covered myself with it and cupped my face in my hands and let out all my emotions. I started bawling. I felt like my world has just came crashing down.

"Violet! What's wrong?" Shawn shouted as he came running back. "What's the matter?" He placed a hand on my shoulder.

I shuddered when he touched me and moved away.

"Hey, Vi, what's up? Talk to me."

"I..."

"What? You love me?"

"I..."

"Come on, spit it out already."

"I can't believe you did this to me."

"What?! Is this not good enough? I'm so sorry! I tried my hardest, I really did. I thought this would be cute and romantic enough!"

I looked up at my boyfriend. I couldn't stand to see his face. I could no longer see the love of my life, it was only another one to cheat on me. I smacked him and he leaned back in shock.

"What the hell!?"

"You cheated on me!"

"No I didn't! I thought you weren't going to believe anymore texts!"

I looked at him and walked over and got his phone. The screen was cracked but it worked fine.

"SEE THIS THEN! ASSHOLE!"

I pulled up the video, turned the volume on high, and threw the phone at him. I was disgusted with him.

He watched the video. As every second went by, his face drained of all color. He was as white as a ghost. He knew he was caught.

"Look... Violet... I can expla-"

I cut him off, "explain how your dick was inside my best friends mouth and how you fucked her earlier today

"I was being stupid. I-I didn't want to do it. She came on to me."

"Bull shit and you know it! Daisy is so much smaller than you and me. You could've pushes her away if she really was trying to rape you."

"I mean..."

"You can't fucking explain what you did. You cheated on me. You said I was your first. Yeah, at my house you got your dick wet but you were so thirsty for more you had to fuck my best friend? Then you had the nerve to set up a date with to fuck me the very same day?"

"Yeah... When you say it like that you make it sound worse then it really is..."

"WORSE THAN IT REALLY IS? SHAWN! DO YOU EVEN HEAR YOURSELF?"

Shawn wouldn't look up at me. He knew he was done for.

"You cheated on me. You wanted more and just took whoever's pussy you could get. You called Daisy knowing she's been single for so long and so desperate for any attention. That's why you used her for the plan! You knew she'd agree after you gave her what she wanted!"

I couldn't bare to look at my boyfriend but I had too.

"Take me home. Now!"

Shawn nodded and cleaned up the area and got in the car with me. The car ride was silent. Every so often he would try to talk to me but I wouldn't respond. I would tell him to shut the hell up and I'd slap him. I didn't want to hear a goddamn thing he had to say.

As be pulled up down the street from my house, I got out and shut the door. As I walked away, he called out "does this mean we're over?"

I didn't answer. I just kept walking.