The Suicide Equation

Chapter Twenty Six - Aftermath

I clicked on Daisy's KIK from my phone. She made a new account to text Shawn, that's why I didn't notice anything. I changed my account around so it didn't look like me. I sent Daisy a message.

Hey baby. It's Shawn. New KIK.

Why'd you make a new one?

Gotta hide stuff from Violet until I break up with her.

Oh, that makes sense. Well, when will you be coming over?

Soon, I promise. Send me the video again, I want to get off to it.

Okay baby, anything for you ;)

I downloaded the video onto my phone and watched it one more time. I don't know why I did that to myself. It was just another thing to make my heart want to stop beating.

How do I get back at them? I thought to myself. What could I fucking do to them? Fuck Daisy's crush? She has a crush on everyone. Fuck someone in her room as she walks in with Shawn to fuck him? Goddamnit what can I do?

I sat there smacking my head as I thought harder and harder about it. I had no idea on what I could do to get back at my two supposed best friends.

Then it hit me.

I couldn't do that though... That's too much...

The angel and the demon stood on my shoulders and bickered over it for an hour but the demon came out on top. The darkest thoughts always prevail over the brightest ones.

I opened Facebook and logged into my account. I started typing.

Well, you see, today was a VERY special day. Today, me and my oh-so-loving boyfriend, Shawn, went all the way. He blindfolded me, took me out into the woods, and set up the most romantic scene. He threw down a big blanket on the dirt and set up candles around the blanket. It was pretty damn sweet. He even had flower petals scattered around. It was like a scene from a movie. I couldn't believe it. I had to let him take me, I wanted him. After seeing how badly he wanted me and how much he loved me, I gave myself to him. I let him do as he pleases and loved every second of it. It wasn't just sex, to me it was so much more. I felt a connection with Shawn. I felt true love. It was a warm feeling I hadn't felt before. Then he finished on me and left to get me a present from the car. I wiped off his mess and got on his phone. See, I didn't intend on going through his phone, I wanted to relight the candles, but I found his phone and decided to check the time. Just then I had realized he had three KIK notifications. Being the curios cat I am, I unlocked his phone. I figured it was his best friend, Zack, telling him to get online and play a video game with him. I was so far from wrong. You see, my oh-so-loving boyfriend was talking to me best friend, Daisy. The messages were all dirty. The bad sexted each other for hours. There was role play and nudes for miles. I couldn't scroll up or down without find something I didn't want to see. Then I pretended to be Shawn and texted her. I played along with her game to get information. Turns out, they recorded something. I managed to get her to send it to me. They made a porno together. It started with my best friend on her knees, blowing my boyfriend. Then they went all the way. She took Shawn's virginity. Yeah, me and Shawn STARTED to get at it, but he only got it in before we got caught. It didn't really count. But my BEST FRIEND took it from him. CRAZY, RIGHT? So, my oh-so-loving boyfriend fucked my best friend earlier today, then had the nerve to text me and get me all hot and bothered. He got me out in the woods and did what I said earlier. The fucking bastard only wanted sex. So he fucked two girls in one day. Bravo, Shawn, you're disgusting. As for you, Daisy, I thought I could trust you. We did so much and I told you so much and then you go and do this to me? After all I've done for you? How about that time I took your weed so your mom wouldn't find it? You hid it in plain sight! You're an idiot! You're not a true friend! The two of you were meant for each other. Both of you can fuck off.

I took a deep breath and scanned through my angry rant. I decided to add one more statement.

As for those of you reading this- If you do not believe me, here is the video. Watch it. It's Daisy and Shawn.

I re read everything a final time and hit upload. It took a few minuses as I wrote a damn short story for a rant. The video size didn't serve justice either. After it finally uploaded, I noticed the two "friends" get online.

They both immediately messaged me.

How the hell could you post that?!?!

I laughed. I wasn't going to respond to either of them. They deserved it. They both took my heart and shattered it. I thought she was my best friend. I thought I could trust her with everything. He was my boyfriend. I thought he had loved me. I thought I was enough for him and that I was all he could ever want.

I was wrong. I was very wrong.

After the adrenaline buzz I got from my angry rant died down, the sadness hit me.

Shawn cheated on me and it was with my best friend.

I clung to a pillow and rolled over onto the bed next to me and crawled up into a ball. I sat there and began to break down.