Testimony

16. Maybe Me

Nicki- Meek move!

Meek- nah, wake yo ass up!

Nicki- Im sleepy. Can I sleep?

Meek- no. Get up!

Nicki- do you want me to kill you?

Meek- only if you get up

I sat up in the bed and rubbed my eyes.

Nicki- what do you want?

Meek- it's almost my birthday, you can't treat me like that.

Nicki- key word "almost", and if you don't let me sleep I won't be getting you nothing.

Meek- yeah, ok

I laid back down and buried myself into the covers.

Meek- what you doin?" He said snatching the covers off of me exposing my naked body.

Nicki- Meek in fucking cold! Give me the covers.

He threw them on the floor and grabbed my ankles dragging me towards him as I kicked and squirmed.

Meek- why you tryna fight me? Be still.

Nicki- let go of me

He grabbed my arms and I made the stupid mistake of putting my legs over his shoulders.

Meek- oh you want it huh?

Nicki- can you let me go? I promise I won't move." I lied

He let my arms go and then I slapped him and made my way towards the door. He grabbed the ends of my long weave and pulled me back.

Meek- did you just slap me?" He said spanking my thigh

Nicki- you just pulled my hair you jackass

He slapped my leg again.

Meek- nah you about to pay for that shit.

Nicki- ouch, loosen up your grip on my arm some

Meek- why? It hurt?

Nicki- yes it hurts

Meek- good

He got on top of me and and held my legs open with his body weight had one hand wrapped around my neck. I held on to his big hand around my neck with both of my hands as he entered me quickly.

Nicki- ouch, stupid!

Meek- shut up

Nicki- you shut up! SHIT!

Meek- that lil attitude you got gone stop

Nicki- I....don't....h-have....one

I tightened his grip around my neck slowly slid out of me. He stroked his self for a minute and then slowly slid in until his balls were touching my entrance. I could feel him resting in the bottom of my stomach and it was making me sick.

Nicki- no, it to deep.

He pulled out a little and started fucking me aggressively.

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Meek- I put yo mean ass back to sleep huh?

Nicki- why you always gotta mess with me?

Meek- because you my baby

Nicki- but I don't mess with you. I let you sleep in, why can't you let me?

Meek- because you been sleeping in for the past few days.

Nicki- what's wrong with that?

Meek- we supposed to do fun shit not me watchin you sleep.

Nicki- I'm sorry baby but I just haven't been in the mood. I'm in lazy mode right now.

Meek- I can tell. We don't never have boring sex but that shit this mornin.... You gotta get yo shit together.

Nicki- how about you stop being mean to me and give me a booty message.

Meek- nope

Nicki- whyyyyy?" Whined

Meek- because I don't think you deserve it

Nicki- please baby?

Meek- there you go with that baby shit

I laid in front of him and placed his hands on my ass. I started moving them around and eventually he started doing it himself. I grabbed a pillow and laid down. This was the best feeling in the world. I ended up drifting back off to sleep.

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Meek- ight that's enough sleep. Go out some clothes on so we can go out.

Nicki- where we goin?

Meek- somewhere

Nicki- in public?

Meek- what you mean In public?

Nicki- you don't be knowing how to act when we go out together.

Meek- just go get dressed man

Nicki- ok fine. You can pick me out some clothes

I got up and went in the bathroom. I took a shower, brushed my teeth and did my hair and makeup. I walked out ready to slip my clothes on.

Nicki- Meek what the hell is this?

Meek- you told me to pick you out something

Nicki- but sweats tho? I did my makeup and shit and you want me to put on sweats?

Meek- well if you don't want me to act crazy when niggas try to get at you then you would put them sweats on.

I went to my closet and put and some jeans, a halter top and a kimono so that my ass would be covered.

Nicki- what about this?

Meek- yeah that's cool lets go.

He opened the car door for me and I got in.

Nicki- where we going?

Meek- you hungry?

Nicki- oh my gosh yes!!Let's get Mexican food!

Meek- ight, calm down" he chuckled

Nicki- you know I get excited when were about to get food.

We pulled up to the restaurant and this time I was definitely not staying in the car. We got out and held hands as we walked up to the restaurant. We decided to eat inside so we sat down at a table in the back and looked at the menu.

Meek- what's wrong with you man?

Nicki- what do you mean?

Meek- you been actin different lately

Nicki- in what ways because I haven't noticed

Meek- you been sleepin all day and you been snappin on me a lot. You don't wanna spend no time with me no more. You just ain't the same Nicki. You ain't feelin me no more or somethin?

Nicki- I'm sorry baby. I don't mean to make you feel that way, but I had no idea I was acting funny. I just be getting sleepy all of a sudden and I can't fight it, and if I didn't wanna hang out with you I would go to my own house. I obviously love going to sleep and waking up with you,

Meek- so what can I do to fix that shit because I don't like it?

Nicki- just bare with me Meek. I work, I go to school, I play "wifey" around your house and on top of that I have a nymphomaniac for a boyfriend and he requires sexual attention every damn day. I'm balancing a lot.

Meek- I get it, but if you not happy then one or more of them things need to go.

Nicki- and which one do you suggest?

Meek- maybe me...

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