Testimony

35. Downhill

Meek- I'm sorry

Nicki- sorry? What the fuck am I gonna do with a sorry? Sorry don't change the fact that she knows more shit about me than I know about her." I said punching him in the chest.

Meek- she was just there to hear what I had to say.

Nicki- so you told her everything?" I said punching him again

Meek- she wanted to know why we broke up! Stop fuckin hitting me.

Nicki- you lucky I don't punch you in the face!

Meek- can you stop talkin so I can explain?

Nicki- I don't wanna hear your explanation

I got up and attempted to go to another room. He jacked me up by my arm and forced me back onto the bed.

Meek- I'm tired of you always doin this shit. Sit the fuck down and shut up so I can talk to you.

Nicki- what?!

Meek- I really didn't think we was ever gone talk again so I just told her because she was my girlfriend at the time. I didn't know she was gone try and throw the shit back at you.

Nicki- you should know better though. You don't ever tell somebody else's business to someone else, especially when I didn't even know her. That was our personal business Meek. That's not something you just go around telling people just because their willing to listen. That really hurt me.

Meek- I know and I said I was sorry. I won't do it again.

Nicki- I except your apology but Im still pissed at you. And If I ever see that bitch again I'm gonna kill her.

Meek- well you won't and Ima make sure of that. Now come downstairs with me so we can get some ice for ya face.

Nicki- it's that bad?

Meek- yeah, but she looked worse tho. You still cute baby.

Nicki- the sucking up ain't gone work right now

We went downstairs and got me a bag of ice for my cheek.

Meek- I'm sorry, give me a kiss

Nicki- no

Meek- why not? Where you goin?

Nicki- I'm going to take a nap

Meek- that's not the way to our room

Nicki- it's gonna be your room today because if I sleep with you I might hurt you.

Meek- we not sleepin in no separate rooms.

Nicki- bye

Meek- you want me to drag you to the room or you wanna walk?

Nicki- I'm sleeping in here tonight

Meek- come on" he said picking me up

Nicki- stop!

He threw me over his shoulder and walked me to our room as I hit him on his back with my free hand. He shut and locked the bedroom door before throwing me on the bed.

Nicki- why you gotta be so stupid?

Meek- I don't know" he said holding me

Nicki- can you let me go?

Meek- no

Nicki- Meek please, it's hot

Meek- if I let you go you might leave the room

Nicki- I won't

Meek- I wish I could take ya word for it but I can't so I'm not lettin you go.

I took my nap with Meeks arms wrapped around my waist and his head on my stomach. I was still made but I was willing to call it even because of what I did to him.

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Meek- what you wanna eat tonight?

Nicki- I was gonna just cook

Meek- what you cookin?

Nicki- I don't know yet

Meek- why you still giving me the cold shoulder?

Nicki- I'm not

Meek- yes you are. Can you smile or somethin?

Nicki- I can't smile because it hurts my face

Meek- you gone be like this all day?

Nicki- can you go get my baby and bring him to me

Meek- you gotta give me a kiss first

Nicki- I'm good

Meek- Ima leave you here by ya self if you keep actin like this.

Nicki- I might actually enjoy that.

Meek- bet

He went upstairs while I started on dinner. I wasn't really that mad anymore but I wanted him to think I was just long enough to make him really realize how hurt I was.

About 20 minutes later, Meek came back down fully dressed with the baby in his arms.

Nicki- where you going?

Meek- I'll be back

Nicki- you can't take him

Meek- we gone be back

Nicki- no, you can do whatever you want but he's staying here with me. It's raining and storming and he's not going out in that.

Meek- he's my son too

Nicki- I understand that but no. You need to stop acting like I did something to you. Why would you want to go out and leave us here while it's storming?

Meek- because you gettin on my nerves.

Nicki- so what? Pick a side of the house.

He walked out anyways. If it was storming and raining so hard I would have left too because I dated being in this house without him here. I ate by myself and then took the baby and went back upstairs.

The weather got worse by the minute and I became worried about Meek because he wasn't back yet. I cuddled up in bed with Razah holding him tight as I watched the news. The wind got stronger and I could here thing being thrown around outside but the only thing I could think about was where Meek was.

I was now not only worried, I was scared because the power had went out and I was still alone. The storm didn't seem to bother Razah much being that he was still sleeping but I didn't know what to do. I was to scared to fall asleep but I was so tired. I wiped the tears from under my eyes and laid back on the headboard closing my eyes for seconds at a time.

Meek finally walked in the room almost an hour after he had left. He took the baby from me and laid him on the other side of the bed. He undressed me and laid me down before kissing my forehead. He undressed hisself before laying down with the baby sleeping on top of his chest.

Nicki- why would you leave us here" we're my last words before I fell asleep.

* WHAT DO YALL THINK NEEDS TO HAPPEN IN ORDER FOR THEM TO MAKE THEIR RELATIONSHIP BETTER?