Testimony

25. Hospital

Nicki- Meek! I need help!

I was now back at my apartment and this time Meek came with me. I wanted to move in with him but since Lindsey and I had just got our apartment, I didn't want to stick her with the whole rent and I didn't want to still have to pay while I'm not living there either. So for now, Meek comes over to the apartment for a few days at a time and we go stay with him some days.

Meek- what you need?

Nicki- can you make him a bottle and then feed him? I need to lay down for a second.

Meek- yeah, you good?

Nicki- I just feel sick.

Meek- what you mean you feel sick?

Nicki- I just feel dizzy and my stomach hurts.

Meek- ight go lay down, I got him.

I stumble to my bed and as soon as I touched the pillow I was knocked out. I didn't mean to leave Meek with the baby by hisself but I couldn't deal with the pain any longer.

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Meek- Nicki.....Nicki, get up baby.

Nicki- I can't" I whined

Meek- come on you need to get up and move around.

He put down the baby and picked me up out of bed. He put me down and a walked slumped over in pain to the bathroom.

Nicki- Meek!

Meek- hold up

Nicki- Meek come here!

Razah was crying and so was I. I could tell he was frustrated and I felt really bad but he was trying to be there for the both of us like he said he would be so I was going to be as patient as possible with him.

Meek- come on son, please stop crying

Nicki- Meek please hurry up

Meek- hold up Nicki, please

Nicki- ouuucchhh

Meek- what's wrong?

Nicki- I'm bleeding

Meek- you bleeding?

Nicki- yes" I said showing him the bloody tissue paper.

Meek- Fuck! I don't know what to do. You wanna go to the hospital?

Nicki- no, I just want to sleep.

He picked me up from off the toilet and laid me back in bed. He had Razah in his swing with a blanket under him holding his bottle. He was sleep but he was still drinking.

Meek- here" he said handing me a bottle of water.

Nicki- thank you.

Meek- you want me to go get you some of those lil things?

Nicki- what lil things?

Meek- the lil period things

Nicki- tampons?

Meek- yeah those. You need some?

Nicki- theirs some in this house somewhere. Go look in the hall closet baby.

By the time he came back I was already sleeping. I didn't know what was wrong with me but I was starting to get worried and I could tell Meek was too. He didn't wake me up, he just let me sleep.

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I woke up crying for the second time today but this time it was dark outside. Meek came over and held me as I cried on his shoulder.

Meek- what is up with you?" He said stroking my hair.

Nicki- I d-don't k-know

Meek- come on, we about to go to the hospital.

Nicki- I can't move right now

Meek- I'll be back to help you after I get him ready.

He went to pack the baby bag and make bottles. I laid on the bed on my back and lifted up my shirt to rub my stomach because it was hurting. I couldn't tell if my stomach was still a little swollen from the baby or what but it seemed like it had gotten bigger these past few days instead of smaller like it was supposed to. Eventually, I was sleep again. When Meek was finally done with the baby, he came and slipped my clothes on for me. He made a bag of ice for me to lay over my stomach and water for me to drink. His arm was around my waist as he supported me on the walk to the car and Razah was in the other hand along with his baby bag hanging from his arm. He sat the car seat on the ground while he helped me in. He put my seat all the way back and then went to the opposite side to put the baby in. He got in the drivers seat and we headed to the emergency room.

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We waited in the waiting room for what seemed like forever. I laid on Meeks shoulder with my eyes closed as he held me hand. What bothered me the most is that I haven't been able to be in close contact with my baby for 2 days because I wasn't sure of what was wrong with me. I would have came to the hospital when the pain and sickness started but after having a $3,000 dollar hospital bill already, I didn't want to add to it. Even thought Meek as money, i didn't always want to have to rely on him to pay for everything.

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When we finally got a room, they immediately hooked me up to an IV because of my symptoms. They had already got a sample of my pee and blood. I slept in the hospital bed as we waited and waited for them to tell us what was going on. I could tell that Meek was extremely tired and he should be because he's basically been taking care of the baby by hisself for two days. I really wanted to just pull him into bed with me and cuddle with him. He was definitely keeping up with his end of the deal and I was thankful for that. The nurse finally came back in and Meek woke me up.

Nurse- I won't be to long, but I just needed to come back and ask you a few more questions. Is that ok?

Nicki- yes

Nurse- ok so when exactly did you have your baby?

Nicki- 2 weeks ago on the 3rd.

Nurse- and when did the pain start?

Nicki- about 3 days ago

Nurse- and what kind of symptoms have you been experiencing?

Nicki- headaches, dizziness, weakness, stomach pain

Nurse- lower stomach pain?

Nicki- yes

Nurse- do you mind if I feel?

I shook my head and she felt my stomach, pushing in certain spots.

Nurse- does this hurt?

Nicki- yes

She stopped and wrote a few things down on her paper.

Nurse- have you ever been tested for any type of cancer?...

* SO IVE DECIDED NOT TO END IT HERE AND JUST KEEP IT GOING, BUT I STILL THINK IM GOING TO END BAD TEACHER AT 25 CHAPTERS BECAUSE IM GETTING BOARD WITH IT.
* WHAT IS WRONG WITH NICKI?