Testimony

51. Lesson

Nicki- hi baby!

Razah- mama!

Nicki- what?!

Razah- mamamama

Nicki- yes baby

Razah- Nicki!

Nicki- no, don't say that! It's mommy!

It was another early morning for me and like always I'm up with both kids by myself.

Nicki- what do you wanna eat this morning? You want oatmeal?

Razah- yeah!

Nicki- ok!

I fixed him his food and then I sat and fed him while I had Razlynn in my arms drinking a bottle.

Nicki- ok, all done

I wiped his mouth and got him down from his high chair.

Nicki- let's go upstairs now

I sat him in the bed with his juice and he crawled up beside Meek like always. I turned on his favorite show and he sat there and watched like a big boy. I put Razlynn in her bassinet and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

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Meek- you goin somewhere?

Nicki- mhm

Meek- where you goin?

Nicki- out

Meek- out where?

Nicki- to handle some business

Meek- why you bein petty?

Nicki- I'm not being petty. You said I could go out if I want to so I am.

Meek- and you takin them?

Nicki- nope, their staying here. You got it.

Meek- why you wanna play games with me?

Nicki- I'm not playing any games. Since you find nothing wrong with you sleeping in and leaving me to take care of both of them by myself then I'm gonna show you.

Meek- we back on this shit again?

Nicki- well how can we get off it when it keeps happening.

Meek- you don't even ask me for help

Nicki- why am I asking you for help when these are your kids too? Your the reason why both of them are here and now all of a sudden you don't feel like you need to do anything.

Meek- I don't do nothin? So I don't pay the bills and buy them whatever they need?

Nicki- all of that don't even matter. They need your time. I could see if we weren't together but we live in the same house. There is no excuse that you can give me.

Meek- you need to be quiet before you wake them up.

Nicki- don't tell me to be quiet

Meek- if you leavin then leave. I'm not about to sit here and argue with you.

Nicki- whatever and don't call me, I'll call you.

I kissed my babies and then left. I didn't wanna leave them but I need for Meek to understand how hard it is taking care of both of them with little to no help.

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Meek's POV

Meek- ok Razipooh lets eat.

I made her a bottle and fixed Ra some chicken nuggets. I didn't understand why Nicki was always complainin, this wasn't that bad. All the do is eat and chill.