Testimony

58. Lets go out

Nicki- come on baby, mommy and daddy are tired" I pleaded

His birthday party had been over for about 2 hours now and Ra showed no signs of being tired at all. He wanted to stay up, play with his new toys and eat bananas. My mom and Razlynn were already in bed while Meek and I tried desperately to calm this boy down.

Nicki- this is why you don't give a one year old two pieces of cake and ice cream and whatever else he wants.

Meek- it was his birthday, I wanted him to enjoy it.

Nicki- I get that but now he won't turn down. It's almost 10 o'clock! He's usually in the bed by 7 or 8.

Meek- just let him have fun Nicki, don't act like that.

Nicki- well I'm tired Meek, I can barely keep my eyes open.

Meek- go ahead and go to sleep, I'll put him to bed when he's ready to go.

Nicki- are you sure? I know your tired Meek. We've both been up since 6 this morning.

Meek- I'm good baby

Nicki- why don't you just bring his toys to the room and let him play there.

Meek- ok, I'll do that if you want me to.

We made our way upstairs to the bedroom. I changed into some boy shorts and a tank top before going to he bathroom to brush my teeth. I went and checked on Razlynn and then my mother before going back to the bedroom. Meek was laying on the bed watching Ra play with his toys. I snuggled up under him and went to bed.

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Nicki- I can't believe him. What time did he end up going to bed?

Meek- around 11 somethin

Nicki- wow, he better sleep in too

It was 9 am and I was up with Meek and Razlynn. My mom went to church this morning so she wasn't here and Ra was still sleeping because he wanted to be a " big boy".

Nicki- the party was a success, I had fun.

Meek- you did go on it baby

Nicki- and I finally got to meet some of my baby daddy's friends that he tries to hide from me.

Meek- and you probably won't see them again after they saw you in that swimsuit. I told you not to wear that around people.

Nicki- oh my god Meek! How many times do I have to tell you nobody wants me but you and I want nobody but you. It's fine if people look but they'll never get to touch.

Meek- it's not fine with me if people look at you. I'm the only one that's allowed to look.

Nicki- moving on... So Lindsey dropped a bomb on me last night

Meek- what she do?

Nicki- she told me that she likes Draya and she wants to be more than friends with her.

Meek- of course she does! You really think two women that both like girls can just be friends without messin around on the low?

Nicki- yes...

Meek- no! That's why I don't like you hangin around with them