Testimony

34. What I Do?

Nicki- hold still baby

Meek- it fuckin burns

Nicki- I know but if you want these scratches to go away then you gotta let me do this.

I was sitting on Meeks back putting alcohol on the scratches that I gave him last night. We were both a fucking mess. My legs felt like I had been in the gym puttin in work, Meek had scratches on his back and bruises on his pelvic area, I had bruises underneath my ass and on my boobs and my hair was fucked up. To make matters worse, Razah decided that he wanted to see mommy and daddy a little earlier this morning so he woke up 30 minutes earlier than he normally does. The only thing that was keeping me up right now is hearing him laugh.

Nicki- we look like we beat each others asses last night.

Meek- we did

Nicki- well we shouldn't look like it. I'm gonna need you to pay for my hair because you definitely pulled a couple tracks out.

Meek- it's time for you to take that shit out anyways.

Nicki- and if I do that then just know that it ain't gone be no more hair pulling.

Meek- you know what, just do whatever you want Nicki.

Nicki- ok, I'm done doctoring you.

Meek- does it look bad?

Nicki- it don't matter because nobody is gonna see it but me, right?

Meek- you gotta chill

Nicki- don't play with me.

Meek- why don't you go fix breakfast or somethin. You bothering us.

Nicki- shut up" I said slapping his butt

I slipped on a pair of socks and went downstairs to start on breakfast. A few minutes later Meek and the baby came downstairs to join me.

Nicki- what do you want, pancakes or French toast?

Meek- both

Nicki- can you just pick one please

Meek- pancakes. He said he want his shit now.

Nicki- well fix it

Meek- I don't know how

Nicki- you do know how to fix a bottle Meek, you just lazy.

Meek- how you do it?

Nicki- get a bottle, fill it up to the 8 with warm water, put 2 scoops of formula and then shake it. Magic!

He surprisingly did everything that I said and made the bottle perfectly but I wasn't impressed because he was playing dumb.

Nicki- speaking of bottles, remind me to take my plan B before the day is over with.

Meek- you sure you wanna take it?

Nicki- pretty much

Meek- ight

..

Nicki- the food is almost ready

Meek- ok

Nicki- is he sleep?

Meek- yeah, you know his lil ass can't hang

Nicki- he's so freakin cute, uhh.

Meek- what about me?

Nicki- your cute too baby. Just a different kind of cute.

Meek- damn...

Nicki- come eat

Meek- why don't we eat in here?

Nicki- ok. I'll bring everything in there.

I fixed our plates and sat them on the living room table along with two bottles of water.

..

Nicki- you done?

Meek- yeah. I'll take them

Nicki- no I got it. They need to be washed.

We were interrupted by the door bell ringing.

Nicki- you go get the door while I wash these plates.

Meek- who the fuck is that at the door this early.

I went off to the kitchen while he went to the door.

Meek- what the fuck are you doing here Kim?

Kim- I just came to check up on you. Why you lookin like that?

Meek- man you gotta go, now!

Kim- you told me that I could come whenever I want.

Meek- things change. Now you gotta go before we both die

Nicki- who is that baby?

Kim- baby? Who are you?

Nicki- who are you?

Kim- I'm his ex girlfriend who came here looking for an explanation as to why we stopped seeing me.

Meek- look Nicki I got this.

Kim- oh, so your Nicki? The bitch who kills babies. You left me for this.

I shot Meek the evil eye before turning my attention back to this bitch.

Nicki- for your fucking information I've never killed a baby in my life so don't ever speak on shit that you don't know about.

Kim- well that's not what he said.

Nicki- I'll deal with him later but right now, I'm about to beat yo ass.

I grabbed her hair and drug her inside the house as Meek stood in the middle trying to break us apart.

Kim- let go of my hair you stupid bitch!

I managed to hit her a couple of time and she got a few hits in to. The only thing that stopped me was hearing the baby cry. I let go of her hair and ran over to him as Meek drug her out. I could feel the side of my face throbbing but I was to mad to care. I picked up Razah and headed to the bedroom. When Meek came in I couldn't even look at him.

Meek- you ok?

Nicki- leave me the fuck alone

Meek- what I do?

Nicki- shut up and get out

Meek- you trippin

Nicki- GET OUT!" I yelled scaring the baby.

He started crying again. I rocked him until he was completely calm and then I laid him in his bed. I got back in bed and buried my face into the pillows.

Meek- can I talk to you?

Nicki- no

Meek- I haven't talked to her since the baby was born and I didn't tell her she could come over here if that why you mad.

I got up and went to a different room.

Nicki- can you stop following me?!

Meek- the only way Ima leave you alone is if you tell me what I did.

Meek- what did I do" he said grabbing my arm

Nicki- get off me!!

Meek- what I do so wrong that made you this mad?

Nicki- you told another bitch my fucking business that's what you did!

* THE QUICKEST WAY TO CATCH THESE HANDS IS BY TELLING ANOTHER GIRL STUFF ABOUT ME THAT DONT CONCERN HER.
* WHAT SHOULD BE THE OUTCOME OF THIS?