Testimony

39. Congradulations!

Over the past could of weeks we have been traveling the world. Meek wanted us to stay away from Miami for a while so he decided to take us on a few mini trips. We flew from New York to California to Texas and then Mexico. We were in Mexico for 2 days before I all of a sudden got really sick. I thought it was from the shots that we got before we came to Mexico so I waited a few days to see if it would go away. The next day I found out that I was pregnant again. Meek wants me to go to the doctor asap so we are on out way back to Miami. Of course I was a little upset because I felt like it would be to much but there was no question that I was keeping it. Meek thinks we can do it so we are.

Nicki- I'm scared Meek

Meek- why you scared?

Nicki- because the doctor said that there could be possible complications with my next pregnancy.

Meek- you gone be good.

The whole situation with Meek's "ex" showing up and disrespecting me distracted us both for a couple of days and I forgot all about the plan B I was supposed to take. I had a feeling that we were going to slip up but I just wanted to make Meek happy.

Nicki- how much longer do we have on this plane?

Meek- about an hour and a half. Why? What's wrong?

Nicki- I'm just ready to be back home. I wish we could have stayed in Mexico for a little longer tho.

Meek- we'll come back after you have this baby.

Nicki- after WE have this baby.

Meek- you know what I meant.

Nicki- I wonder how far along I am

Meek- well it had to happen on our anniversary so probably like 2 to 3 weeks. That's my guess

Nicki- your probably right but it could have happened after I got out of the hospital.

Meek- could have. At least you not eight months

Nicki- that's not funny Meek

Meek- I'm serious. This shit is all new to me and I'm excited as shit but you done been through this already so I feel like you not excited. I want us to be excited together.

Nicki- I am excited

Meek- no you not

Nicki- I am, I really am. I'm just sick right now.

Meek- all I'm sayin is don't ruin this experience for me. If you not excited yo ass better act excited when you around me.

Nicki- I'm tired of you bossing me around

Meek- what you gone do about it then?

Nicki- you don't wanna start with me on this plane. I'll have you hangin out that window.

Meek- you ain't nothin but a shit talker so I ain't to scared.

Nicki- whatever Meek. I'm too sick to have this debate with you anyways.

I got up and ran to the bathroom to throw up. This was my third time today. I couldn't keep any food down and I couldn't fall asleep because I felt to uncomfortable.

Meek- you want some water?

I nodded my head yes and he went over and got me a bottle of water. He came back and sat me on his lap before handing me the water. I took a few sips before laying my head on his shoulder.

..

Meek- we here baby

I woke up feeling a lot better but I had zero energy.

Meek- go ahead and get in the car, I got him and everything else.

I went and got in the call and instantly laid my head on the window.

Meek- drink that water and we can stop and get you some food on the way home.

Nicki- I don't think I'll be able to keep it down

Meek- you gotta eat somethin

I just agree because he wasn't going to give in. I slept almost the whole way until Meek woke me up to see what I wanted to eat. Just thinking about food made me want to throw up but I went along with it because I knew I was going to be forced to eat something.

I decided to get something without to much taste, a salad. I took a few bites to get Meek off my back and then I stopped. When we got home I took my clothes off and got straight in the bed.

Nicki- I'm sorry for leaving you with him all day but I just can take care of him right now.

Meek- you just worry about that baby, I got this one.

I kissed them both and went back to sleep. I could already tell that this pregnancy was going through hell but little did Meek know, this was going to be my last one. I had always imagined my family consisting of me, my husband and my two children.

THE NEXT MORNING

I was feeling better today then I felt yesterday. I had a an appetite today which gave me more energy to take care of and play with Razah. I refused to leave Meek responsible for everything like I did when I was in the hospital.

Meek- is this the doctor that you went to with him?

Nicki- yeah, he's really nice.

Meek- what are they gone do?

Nicki- probably just take my blood and a urine sample and maybe an ultrasound, I'm not really sure.

We pulled up to the doctors office right on time. We only sat down for about 5 minutes before I was called back. I watched Meek as he watched every move the doctor made and I couldn't help but think how my first pregnancy would have went if Meek had been more involved. I couldn't wait to see how this one was going to go.

Doctor- it looks like your about 2 weeks pregnant. Congratulations!

* PRAYING FOR MEEK.🙏🏾
* PLEASE KEEP ME POSTED ON WHATS HAPPENING IN COURT TODAY.