Feelings

After admittance

Michaeals pov

I really screwed up this time , I shouldnt have pressured Kaydan like I did , But in all honestly , I wanted her to admit that she had actual feelings for me. I just didnt think that she would say it. Dont get me wrong I love Kaydan , I really do , but I was surprised when she said she loved me too.
How could somebody as special and beautiful as her , love someone like me.
Then she slapped me. Which hurt , but I deserved it.

"Let me go." I demanded the guys. I went to go chase after her when she ran away but Ashton and Calum held me back. They wouldn't let me see her.

"No. You need to let her cool off." I sighed and sat down. The bus cane to a hualt and it knocked me off the couch. I looked out the window to see that we were at a gas station. I got off the bus and ran inside. Deciding to take advantage of this situation , I bought Kaydan a diet soda and gummy worms. The worms are her favorite. I paid for the sna ks and walked back to the bus.
When I got there , the bus was empty exceot for Calum , who was laying on the couch.

"Get up." I slapped his chest. He sat up and sighed as he looked at me.

"What?" I snapped.

"What were you thinking?"

"I wasn't. I got frustrated and exploded. "

"She loves you." He told me.

"I know that know."

"Michael. Kaydan is like a sister to all of us. She's your best friend. She lovesyou more than us though. Don't hurt her." He warned me.

"I dont want to hurt her. I dont want to risk it."

"Whoa whoa whoa. Wait a minute. Are you saying you just made her confess her love for you , just to not go try with her? Because you're scared right? Well get over it. You can't do that to her."

"No Calum. I can. It'll be better if we're just friends."

"How do you know that? Have you tried?" I shook my head. "Then you should at least try. It isn't fair to her. Or you." He screamed a little louder.

"What's going on?" I turned to the door to see Kaydan satnding there. Her face was puffy and red , her hair was a mess , I instantly felt bad. Knowing she was like that becuase of me , made my stomach do flips.
She looked at me and Calum in confusion. I shook my head and Calum just looked at me.

"Here I got you these." I said handing her the diet sida and gummy worms.
She smiled faintly , taking the worms.
Then she looked down and turned around , back into the room.

Calum smacked me on the back of my head.

"Ow. What was that for?"

"For being an idiot." He laughed. I tackled him to the floor and we rolled around. I hadnt laughed this much in weeks. The whole Kaydan thing has kept me preoccupied.

Luke and Ashton walked in. The stared at us for a moment , then joined us.
We rolled around wrestling each other. I heard a faint familiar giggle and looked up. Kaydan had her phone out and was recording us. She had fixed her hair into a high pony tail , and her face wasnt as red.

"Ow fuck Calum." I said as Calum continued to roll around on me.

"Hey! No swearing! She's recording!" Ashton whined.

"I'll do what ever I want I'm punk rock!" I yelled.

"No you're not!" Calum replied.

"Aw fuck off!" I yelled once more while getting up and walking towards Kaydan.

"What are you doing?" She asked me as I took her phone and put on hand around her waist.

"Something I should have done along time ago."

"Wha-" I kissed her. I managed to dig up the courage and kiss her. I wanted her to know hiw I felt , that I wasnt just stringing her along.

As we let go of the kiss. She looked up at me , then to the side. I followed her eyes toward Calum and Ashton. They had smiles on their faces. She turned to Luke , I couldnt tell what his facial expression was. It was confusing until he smiled too.
He mouthed the words 'I told you' I dont know if he meant it towards me or his Kaydan , but I took it. I looked back down at Kaydan , she was still looking at Luke so I put my hand under her chin , and made her look at me.

I gave her a quick kiss.

"I love you Kaydan." I said. She hugged me tight and didnt let go.