"I'm telling you guys , something's up." Calum said. Calum rushed over to my house a few moments ago , where we were all hanging out. He started rambling on about how he saw Kaydan at the doctors office a couple of days ago. He was really freaked out about it.
"Maybe she did just need to get a check up." Michael shrugged.
"It seemed like she was hiding something." Calum sighed while pacing.
"Cal. Stop it okay. My sister isn't hiding anything , she doesn't keep any secrets." Luke snapped. Calum got silence and picked up his bass and began strumming.
That wasn't right though , Kaydan is hiding something. She doesn't want anyone to know what happened to her. She hurt and embarrassed. But she needs to get over it and tell someone other that myself about this. If not then I'll have to tell.
I have no idea what is happening between Kaydan and I , but what I do know is that I don't want it to stop , ever. I really like her and I can't believe I've never noticed how absolutely amazing she is. Everything about her is just wow. But I don't know how she feels , and that's a problem.
Kaydan pov
It's killing me. My stomach is in knots. I don't want to be pregnant. I realize now that that would give Clayton full power over me , because it's his kid. I just can't do it. The doctor said she would call , but I really don't care about that at all. I just miss Ashton. I need him here with me , right now. I want to tell him but I'm scared.
I'm scared.
I've been in my room for a couple of days now. I know it's been almost a month since the incident and I don't know how to react to that.
"Michael." I called out for him. I know it's 3 in the morning and I shouldn't be calling him. I should be asleep but I can't sleep.
"Kay?" His sleepy voice answers. His sleepy voice was always my favorite
"Do you think you could come over? Abbey is at Luke's and I don't know , I just need someone right now." I began to cry.
"Alright I'm coming over right now. Just stay where you are." He hung up and I laid back down.
I waited a good ten minutes before Michael came rushing into my room and engulfed me into a hug while plopping down onto my bed.
"What's wrong Kaydan?" He asked me. When I didn't answer him he sighed loudly and pulled away from me. I stared at his face. Eyeing ever detail on him. This is something I had someone before , many times actually. I traced my finger over his face and he giggled. His smile was something I always loved to stare at.
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"I love you Michael." I whispered. Michael smiled widely at my statement.
"I love you too Kaydan." Michael was at one point was the love of my life and I never would have pictured us apart. Until now , when everything is messed up. He's still my best friend and is my first love but a lot of things has changed.
One of those things is Ashton. He has always been the sweetest of the guys. He's always been there when Michael wasn't. I went to him when me and Michael broke up. Actually that's what started this whole thing. I went to him for comfort and I got more. When we kissed it was different than when I had kissed Michael. With Michael , it was lazy , hard , rough kisses that were amazing. But with Ashton , he kissed soft and slowly. His lips were soft , and after we were done I craved his lips again. Even now I still crave and feel his lips on mine. With Ashton it was different , every day was different.
As much as I wanted to know how Ashton felt about me , I didn't even know how I felt about him. Yes he's sweet and super cute , but he's also one of my best friends. Okay yes I dated Michael and we were friends and still are now , but we had a stronger bond. The whole situation I really know nothing about. It's all just one big mess.
Now I'm just laying next to Michael , over thinking everything.
