Feelings

Sorrys

This morning I woke up in Michaels arms. Happy , I was happy for once. I had the best night of my life , and what made it even better was that I was with Michael. Even though we had fought , I still love him. I dont think I will ever syop loving him.

"You were my first kiss." I told Michael while we were laying in the bed.

"Your 15th birthday party."

"Yup. I broke my arm on the trampoline. You were there the whole time."

"And when midnight hit , you were devastated. You kept saying that your birthday was ruined."

"And then you kissed me."

"I made you feel better on your birthday."

"Hey Mikey?" I asked sitting up.

"Yeah?"

"Even though you weren't my first , was I yours?"

"Actually no." He sighed.

"Oh."

He sighed , then sat up. "After you had told me that you and Calum had slept together. I was super pissed , and I wanted to get revenge , even if you didn't know I was getting revenge. So I called up Lisa Crocker."

"You slept with Lisa Crocker?"

"Kay I told you. I was pissed off."

I climbed out of bed and started putting my clothes on. "Ew. She was my enemy. My greatest one at that. So the fact that you could sleep with her , hurts.

Michaelclimbed out of bed and ran towards me , not even bothering to put any clothes on.

"Kay listen to me. Just like you and Calum , it was a mistake. I didn't love her , but I do love you. Remember that." He looked me in the eye before walking back to the bed and lying down , still wearing no clothes.
I sighed before continuing to get dressed.

"Where are you going?" Michael asked me.

"To talk to Luke. He is pretty pissed off right now , and I need to fix that , probably the same thing with Ashton." I pulled on a shirt and went out the front door.

"I'll be here!" He screamed before I shut the door.

I knocked on Luke's door and waited. He opened the door , but when he saw that it was me , he quickly tried to close the door. I put my foot in , stopping it from closing all the way.

"I dont wanna talk to you." Luke pointed at me.
"Just let me explain." He shook his head and sat down on his bed.

"Hurry up. Ashton and Calum will be back any minute now , and let me say that Ashton , he's not very happy with you or Calum."

"Yeah. I get that , but we were drunk. I had just turned eighteen, and I wanted to try new things. Calum was there and it just happened."

"Why didn't you tell me? We tell each other everything. How come you didnt tell me this?"

"Me and Calum agreed that it was stupid. Nobody. Needed to know."

"But. You told Michael."

"He's my best friend. I tell him everything. Hell he was even mad at me a year ago , and I didnt even know about , but he slept with Lisa Crocker."

"But she's was the school slut." He laughed.

"Yeah I know and I hated her."

"Is that why he did it?" I nodded. Ashton walked in and then totally ignored me.

"Well sis , I will give you two some time to talk." Luke walked out.

"Ash." He quickly turned around.

"What? Huh? You gonna say I'm sorry for not telling me you and one of my best friends slept together? If so I dont wanna hear it."

"Ashton please."

"Fine. Explain." He sighed.

"Like I've said twice ready. We were drunk. I barely remember it. All I remember is that I wanted to try new things. Calum was there so we did it. I woke up naked next to calum. We agreed that it was nothing. End of story." He looked at me blankly.

"I had sex with Michael." I told him.

"Kaydan. TMI!!" He was now grossed out.

"If its any constellation you're the first to know."

"I guess thats good." He hugged me.

"I have to talk to Calum." I said pulling from the hug.

"Well make sure that's all you're doing." He laughed.

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"Hey Cal." I said walking up to him in the gym. He stopped running and looked at me.

"Working out huh? Im thinkimg about doing that myself." I laughed.

"Stop trying to break the ice." He climbed off of the treadmill and walked away. I grabbed his arm.

"Cal."

"What Kaydan?"

"Im sorry."

"That was supposed to be our secret. Nobody was supposed to know but you and me."

"Im sorry I told Michael that we slept together , but it's too late now. I cant go back in time. If I could I would make sure our stupid mistake never happened. That way none of these fights would be happening right now." I yelled. Everybody in the gym started to stare but I really didn't care.

"You're right. I would have done the same thing." He looked down at me. My brother might me tall , but im certainly not.
He wrapped me in his arms.

"Come on. We have to go pak and get on the bus." Calum wrapped his arms around my shoulders and we walked back to the rooms.
This has been a very strange weekend.