Feelings

Time to go

Kaydans pov 

Flashback 2 years ago

I was holding Michael close to me as we sat in his bedroom. Michaels girlfriend , Angel , had just broken up with him , not to my surprise though.

About an hour ago , I walked in on Michael cutting himself. I dropped everything and ran ovet to him. I grabbed the blade and threw it out the window. He sat on his bed in tears. I sat next to his as he told me what had happened. I held him in my arms.

Present time

That was a long time ago. Now it was Michael holding me. He held my arm and ran his fingers over my scars.
It had been two months since the comments. Not much had come , but there were still some hurtful things said.

It was now time for me to go home. The tour was almost over with , and my mom wanted me home. I didnt want to leave Michael , but it was time to start college. I had already gotten accepted to a small university in Sydney , so I decided I shouldnt waste this chance.
I was packing up my suitcase while the bus was on its way to the airport.

"Do you have to go?" Michael asked while leaning on the bed.

"Yes. Some of us cant be rock stars Mikey. I have to go."

"If it makes a difference , you're my rock star."

"Im not having sex with you right now." I giggled at him.

"Thats not what I meant." He smiled.
He leaned down and grabbed my waist , pulling me closer to him , thrn kissing me.
I stood on my tip toes and kissed him back.

"I love you." He said pulling away.

"I said no." I touched his lips with mine. I walked back to my bag and continued to pack. Michael sat back on the bottom bunk sighing.

"I know you dont want me to leave but I have to Michael. I have to go to college and make a career for myself."

"I know but cant you wait to go until we all go back."

"No. If I dont go now then they wont let me in at all." I sighed. "Im going Michael."

"Okay."

"Besides , you'll be home in two weeks. Its not that long." I walked out of the room. Calum , Ashton , and Luke were sitting on the couch. They all looked my way as I walked into the living room. They got up one by one and hugged me. I didnt realize that we were at the airport. Michael came out of the bedroom with my bags in hand.

We all walked out of the bus and Ashton was the first one to hug me and say his goodbyes. Next was Calum , then Luke.
I didnt see why everyone was making a big deal out of this when I would see them in two weeks.

"Bye little sis." Luke hugged me.

"Two weeks Luke. Ill be fine." I whispered in his ear and kissed his cheek.

I walked over to Ashton and Calum , kissing them on the cheeks too. They all walked back to the bus and climbed on.

"I hate saying goodbye to you." Michael whined. He leaned down and kissed me , but like always it turned into a heated kiss. I finally pulled away , knowing that if this kept going , then I was gonna miss my flight.

I sighed. "Time to go. I love you Michael." I pecked his lips quickly.

"Bye Kay. I love you." He called out as I walked away. I waved at him , as he turned and walked to the bus.

Thats it. It was time to go.