Feelings

Brother talks

I woke up in my own bed this morning. Memories of last night came flooding back into my mind like a hurricane. It was only around four when everything happened , I guess I fell asleep and never woke up until this morning. Yesterday was terrible. The guys ruined everything , especially Michael. I can't believe he actually wrote that song. Then what made it worse was that they planned the whole thing. Luke called Clayton , Michael wrote the song , and Ashton called me when the whole thing was ready.

I dont wanna talk to anybody , I dont wanna get out of bed , but today we get back on the road. More concerts.

I rolled out of bed and walked into the washroom. I looked in the mirror , I looked like shit. I had a bruise on my left cheek where Clayton had slapped me. My hair was a mess , and I still had my clothes from yesterday on. I got undressed and got in the shower. The water felt amazing on my very soar face.

I got dressed and started to pack.

"Hey baby sis." Luke said walking into the room.

"Hey big bro." I smiled at him.

He grabbed his suitcase , which to my surprise was already packed , and set it by the door. He walked into the washroom and came out with my makeup bag. Luke walked over to ne and put the bag into my suitcase. I was stuffing clothes into the suitcase when Luke pulled me away from my suitcase and hugged me.

"Ummm.. What are you doing?" I asked him.

"Im sorry about yesterday." He hugged me tighter.

"No Luke. Its fine really I'm fine." I tried to pull away.

"We shouldn't have did that." He didn't let go of the hug.

"Luke stop." I finally got out of his hug.

"No Kay. Sit down." I did as my big brother instructed me abd I sat down.
"Listen I know what we did was wrong." I cut him off.

"Then why did you do it?" I yelled.

"Talk to Michael."

"No."

"Kaydan you need to talk to Michael."

"I dont need to talk to him. I dont want to talk to him."

"But he's your best friend."

"Not anymore."

"You dont mean that." He sat down beside me.

Did I? Luke was right. Michael was my best friend , until he went and ruined everything.

"How do I trust him again?" I asked Luke.

He shook his head. "I dont know but you need to talk to him." I shook my head.

"I cant." I started to tear up. Luke hugged me again. "You dont understand. Im scared. Im scared that if Michael really does like me , and not in the best friend way , then everything will change."

"What do you mean everything?"

"Everything. Everything I have Michael. My best friend. I might lose my best friend." I cried even more.

"You will never lose Michael. No matter what happens. Remember when yall first met? Huh? I was at the park , me and Michael were on the slide , and you ran over wanting to play?" He asked me.

I nodded. "You said no but Michael insisted that I pay with yall because I was cute." Luke and I laugh.

"After that you guys did everything together. I remember walking outside on your tenth birthday and you and Michael were on the trampoline. Do you remember what he said to you?"

"He said that he liked me." Luke nodded. "I was ten , I didn't understand at first. I told him I liked him too. He kissed my cheek and said he will always be here for me. We promised each other that we would always be best friends." I wiped the tears from my eyes.

Luke laughed. "I told you. He's your best friend. He always will be. Go talk to him." I looked at my phone. My lock screen had currently been a picture of me and Michael. It had been that for a while now , I never got the chance to change it. I nodded. I can't lose my best friend.

I hugged Luke. "Thank you Luke." He hugged me back.

"You're welcome