Liar, Liar

Chapter 8 : Safe

And there it is.

That was it, that's what happened.

That's how I lost him, that's how I lost all of them.

It's been almost a month and I still can't believe it. I've lost track of days, who knows it might've been a year ago. As soon as I got off the plane paparazzi was everywhere, I jumped into Jakes car and he drove me home. The whole time he tried asking me things, trying to know more about what happened but I wouldn't tell him.

I wouldn't speak, I couldn't. So anyway once I got to my apartment I locked him out. I wouldn't let him in. I felt like my life was over like no one could fix it. Jake was pounding on my door everyday. He still is. I haven't opened the door to him, or anyone. He called and called. He hasn't came today though.

I looked in my mirror then stepped onto my weight scale. I had lost just about 15 pounds being locked up in my room. I just don't feel like I can eat anymore. I don't know why, I just don't. I heard pounding. My head shot to look at the door.

"Ella, please open up. I miss you, I want to see you again." He said quieter than usual.

I wanted to go and open the door for him and hugged him to death. But would that show that I'm weak?

"Just open the god d*** door." He said.

I looked into my mirror one more time. I was wearing leggings with one of Niall's sweatshirt. My hair was in a messy bun and my eyes were swollen from crying so much. I have a massive head ache. I walked up to the door laying my hand on the cold Knob. I turned it slowly until I heard a 'click'. I slowly opened it.

There stood a sad faced Jake. His hair was a mess and I could see fresh tear stains on his cheeks. He nearly jumped onto me, I laughed slightly. I dugged my face into his chest, I felt safe. I don't know why I kept myself from him.

I need my best friend.

And he needs me.

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Authors note :

Hi, sorry if that chapters seem shorter. I'm making them shorter because I want to update more often. So I'll update soon (:

~Sam