My world stopped.
It felt as if my heart stopped beating.
I clenched onto my stomach.
I felt sick.
How was I going to speak to him?
Without knowing I pressed:
Accept.
I quickly covered the screen with my hand as the picture loaded. I didn't want them to see me.
"Hello? Ella? Can you hear me?" It was Niall, it was a deep british accent. One that I would notice anywhere. I didn't reply though, I was to scared to.
"I know you're there, please take your hand off the screen. It's just me Harry. No one else is here but me." He said, his voice low.
I didn't care if I looked like crap at the moment. I just want to see his face again. I lifted up the screen and slowly removed my hand.
Harry's POV :
Her face was pale and skinny.
You could see the tear marks on her cheeks.
She had terror in her eyes.
She looked scared.. and alone.
She stared at me with no emotion.
A tear fell from her eye.
I couldn't see her like this.
I pressed end.
Ella's POV :
The screen went black. He ended the call. I guess I was to terrifying. I threw my face into my pillow and cried my eyes out.
T-the look in his eyes. He looked like he saw a ghost, like he had no idea who I was.
I couldn't bare to think it.
But did Harry hate me know too?
No, he couldn't. I know Harry. My laptop rang again, and again, and again. I couldn't except it this time though. I just couldn't.
Maybe I was better off without them.
I know they are better off without me.
I finally decided to get up and walked to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror.
I saw a stranger.
It wasn't me, not at all.
I had bags underneathed my eyes, my cheeks stained with tears. My hair was a mess and my lips were chapped. I looked so skinny, more than I've ever been. I ran to the kitchen and got out a ton of food.
I poured them in seperate bowls and sat on the couter. I started stuffing my mouth full of food. Jake had brought me some food I've never had before. I haven't eaten so much in weeks. Maybe months.
I had finished eating everything. It felt good to have food back in my system. And a lot of food is even better. I could still hear my laptop ringing.
I flopped down onto the couch and ignored it. There was no way I was going to talk to them if they did want to talk to me.
For some reason my head started to feel heavier, and it got harder to breathe. I held onto my neck, gasping for air. I found myself crying, trying to breathe.
I heard a knock on the door.
It must be Jake.
I tried to get to the door but I couldn't.
My vision went black and I fell.
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Authors Note :
First of all I want to say that I love you guys. All your comments make me smile (: And sorry it took me so long to update today. My brother wouldn't give me the computer he's been playing stupid mine craft or whatever. So anyway, what do you think happened to Ella ? More is coming (:
~Sam
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