Hospitalised//5sos©

Luke

Taylor is in my room, I'm screaming and crying. I had a nightmare of the day the boys came to my house and beat me up. I was shaking and Taylor wrapped her arms around me and hummed. I was still in tears. I felt gross and weak and ugly. I hated it. Luna was clutched against me but I was still hurting. My heart hurt.
"They hurt me" I sobbed
"I know Luke but you'll be okay" she cooed. I want to be okay but it's hard.

Those boys ruined me. They broke everything. They took every bit of happiness out of me and crushed it. I hate them. My best friend Kyle was one of the boys. I trusted him and he broke me. He even undressed me and touched me. He put his parts in my bum and I cried it hurt. They recorded it while I was crying. Kyle kissed me and made me suck on his male part I hated it but he made me. I felt icky afterwards and when mum found me I was naked and in a ball crying. I told her everything and she screamed and called the police but that night I grabbed the knife. I hate myself.

I hated what they did, Kyle was horrible i trusted him. I thought he was my Prince to save me but he was just a big meanie. I hated him. I wish I never met him. He made me feel all these horrible ugly feelings now I have ugly scars. I hate him.

My mummy calls me the next day and I started crying. I told her about how i had nightmares and she calmed me down.
"I'll be over soon baby" and the phone cut. I still had tears falling but atleast my mummy was coming.

A nurse came and got me and lead me to the visitors room where I waited. Mum walked in first and behind her I saw my brothers. I ran up to them and hugged them. I flinched because my stomach still hurt. My brothers both had tears in there eyes and so did both mum and I. The whole visit was mixed with sadness and laughter. My brothers always knew how to lighten the mood. M family had bought me a purple fluffy blanket and some candy.
"Thank you" I squeled and they smiled. My family were the most amazing people in the world and they've always been there for me. I love my mum to bitsand my brothers are my rocks. With out my family I wouldn't of been alive. Because the would of meant mummy would of never found me and taken me to hospital. I promised my brothers that I would call them if I was upset and they would come over straight away. They'd even booked the family room across the hall from the unit because not only did they live a couple hours away but because they wanted to be there for me.