Hospitalised//5sos©

Luke

The doctors here are very nice to me. They help me feel pretty and decorate my room. My favourite nurse Is Taylor she always visits me after therapy and watches my little pony with me.

Apparently my mind thinks I'm still a child and there for I'm easily hurt.
Taylor tells me that it doesn't make me any less of a princess and I love her for that.

I've made friends here too, Ashton and I always hang out now and the girls sit with me sometimes. I don't see Michael much but he's nice. Calum's mean to me though and I try to ignore him. 

Princess Luna and I are very alike, she just wants to show everyone her beauty and talents as a princess but people don't seem to care and she gets hurt. Then she does bad things and suddenly people care. But I know that Princess Luna and my family care and love me so that's all that should matter.

I know that she'll protect me at night because she's the princess of night.

Mummy visited me today, she brought me a crown just like princess Luna's and some of my favourite lollies.

My mum told me she loves me and said that if I ever need to talk to her that she's always there.

I'm also allowed my phone here but only during free time and breaks. We get watched during phone time incase we break social media and contact rules. 

Today we did arts and crafts and individual therapy. I talked with Taylor and told her my worries and concerns.

"You know Luke I think you are very strong. A princess has to go through struggles to prove their strength"

In which I replied with

"Just like Luna"

"Yes just like Luna"

Taylor is my best friend here, she told me her favourite pony whom happens to be Fluttershy and her hobbies.

I like Taylor she makes me feel like a princess. Ashton is my other best friend too, he plays cards and hangs out with me. It's good to have a friend but Luna will always come first because she's been there for me from the start.

I hold Luna tight to my chest as I walk to the doctors office. Apparently I'm very underweight and they're concerned.

I don't like the hospital food so I don't eat it and they're worried I don't know why though.

Dr Martens told me about his concerns and why they would be worried.

"Not eating can cause serious problems to you and your health. It's also a mental disorder that causes the person to think they're fat and treats food as an enemy. If you don't eat you are more prone to heart failure and a weak immune system"

"but the foods yucky" I whined

"Well what foods will You eat?"

"My mummy's cooking"

Dr martens then decided I was to be able to have my own separate meals to get me to eat. I liked that idea and Taylor agreed to prepare my meals.

This place isn't as bad as I thought but it isn't home.

((LUKE IS MY BAE IN THIS, he's so precious. How'd you like this chapter? I had major feels writing this ;Lii))