The Dr still continues to see me. Even after what I call her "Evil Serenity" did. I've been having several sessions with her since and medication reviews. Only once has " Evil Serenity" came out during sessions.
Lately I've felt so drugged up and zombie like but I guess that's what they have to do tosomeone as fucked up as me.
I'm sitting on the couch reading when one of the nurses pulls me aside to tell me I have a phone call , confused I walk over to the phone.
"Hello?" I say
"Heather its me....I'm awake..." she's crying its Serenity
I begin to cry and then my voice goes cold
"What!?"
"Baby don't speak to me like that I just wanted to see how you were"
"Why do you care " I spit
"You left us when dad turned abusiveand only ever came back after mum died YOU WERENT THERE WHEN DAD RAPED ME" I scream down the phone and a nurse runs out telling me that If I don't calm down shell end the call
"I know babe and for that I'm forever sorry but darling I was all you had left I came the day it happened I helped you remember"
Of course I never forget that day. The day i stabbed my own father to death and lay there blacked out until Serenity came over and found me in a pool of my father's blood holding my mother's dead body.
"I love you heather your my baby girl" shecries
"Then why are you the one I see Serenity WHYARE YOU THE REASON IM LIKE THIS" I hang up and storm off. Tears falling down my face
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Hospitalised//5sos©
FanfictionEight adolescents are hospitalised and admitted into Friars Hospital for the Mentally Ill. This is their journey, their struggles and their story throughout their stay in hospital. Copyright2015 SenpieMikey (Now toxicfairyprincess) Wattpad©
