Hospitalised//5sos©

Cadence

I couldn't sleep, I kept pacing around my room, the stupid fat nurse who is supposed to watch me fell asleep.

At least I can slightly exercise to the ability of my weak "fragile" body. The tube in my nose and throat angers me. I know how to remove it, I smile to myself as I begin to do so.

It's kind of pointless considering I understand the consequences of what'll happen when the nurse finally awakes and see the tube is removed but at this point, I do not care.

Stupid, they really think I'm gonna let them fatten me up so I can be gross and disgusting.

I begin to speed up my pace and decide to add in some leg lifts and lunges, but eventually it gets too much and my body drops and I lose consciousness

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When I awake I'm back in the surgical room,
Riley (the nurse I met on one of my first days), Taylor and another nurse who's tall, brunette hair with bangs and glasses whom I'd never met before.

"Hello darling,  I'm Dr Reynolds , I'm a qualified dietician and also am trained in working with clients diagnosed with eating disorders." The brunette says.
I notice something while she is speaking and it's the word hope along her  collar bone, but the O is a sign; one I actually recognize. The eating disorder recovery sign.

"I'm cadence" I reply, for some reason I actually like this Dr,  clearly she understands...

"Now I want you to please begin treatment with me and I have already received consent from your parents, now all I need is your consent to begin treatment with you which will include, medication reveiw, daily observations which will include weigh ins, a meal plan, an NG tube until you have gained a healthy amount of weight,  one on one counselling with me, and a one on one nurse who will be miss Riley who will monitor your meals and you during the day, and miss Taylor will continue group and counselling with you"

I nod "Okay..." reluctantly I say
She smiles

"Can I ask something?" I ask
"Go head" she smiles
"Is your tattoo for Eating disorder Recovery? "
She softly smiles again
"Yes it is, now I am not allowed to talk about this but I think you should know throughout my whole teenage years up until my 21st i had a terrible battle with Anorexia Nervosa and it wasnt until i actually almost died and my little sister sat at my death bed telling me she didn't want to lose me that I began to willingly engage in therapy and treatment, thus why I am doing the work I am doing now"
I stared at her in envy
"Wow" is all I can say

//A/N yoooo it's 12:50 am and I decided y'all deserve another chapter, love to you all hope I still have fans of this out there also can't believe how many reAds I've had now. Love Lisa ♡//