Hospitalised//5sos©

Calum

II miss her, I miss Debbie. She was my first love, God i wish i could see her again and just apologise for being an asshole.

Im sitting on the couch trying to process my thoughts when Craig the male support staff taps my shoulder and points to the phone indicating that i have a call. Confused since i don't know who would call me I walk over and pick up.

"Um, hi?" i say confused

"Cal!" its Debbie and she sounds like she's crying

"Deb? how'd you get this number?"

"Mali, but that doesn't matter are you okay? i miss you"

"Im sorry Debbie for everything i wish i could of changed it all and not been an asshole"

"Hey its okay but i was wondering if Rose and I could visit" she asked hopefully

"Whos rose?"

"Our daughter.." now I'm crying

"Holy fuck of course when?"

"Well we're free and i know i can book a room to visit you more for a few days and it'll help you get to know Rose"

"Of course honestly i love that, wait do you know where to go?"

"Yeah i was there a few years ago you know when we broke up"

"I'm sorry baby"

"Hey its okay, i just need to get lunch ready for the two of us, then we'll be there in half an hour, do you want anything i have a pack of unopened cigarettes if you want them?"

"Sure babe, and a few bottles of red bull?"

"Course babe, okay see you soonish"

and she hangs up while i smile.

I quickly go to get ready, i get to see her and my daughter who'll be about three or four, gosh I'm so excited.

I eagerly eat my lunch quickly and wait for them, i even sit with the other patients smiling

"Why you so happy?" they asked

"My girl and our daughter are coming to visit"

"Aww you have a daughter?" i nod

"she's about 3 or 4 this is my first time meeting her"

"AWW that's actually adorable" all the girls said in unison which made me smile, i was so excited and actually happy for once, without drugs too.

I waited and waited and at 1:00 they were here. I saw Debbie and ran into her arms she was just as beautiful and our daughter God she was beautiful. With my tan skin and her brown long hair she also had my eyes. I picked Rose up
"Hi baby I'm your daddy "
She smiled "daddy" and gave me a big hug.
"She knows you I show her pictures, I told her you were busy so couldnt see her much" i nod feeling a pang of sadness but its soon dismissed when Debbie hugsme. I missed her. I missed her touch. Everything about her I loved and everything about her made me happy.
"Babe....I want to be back in yours and roses life if you let me" I ask immediately after we let go of eachother she smiled and kisses me.
"Of course Cal,I will ALWAYS love you"

Rose points at Luke
"Can I say hi to the princess?" We both nod and follow Rose towards Luke.
He smiles and begins to talk to Rose about my little pony and princesses.
I talk to Debbie
"That's Luke I was kinda rude to him at first but he tried to kill himself after boys hurt him and now he thinks he's a little girl basically he's really nice though"