Hospitalised//5sos©

Audrey

It was patient monitored free time, i lay on my bed crying until I heard a knock on my door. It was Nina.
"Hey you okay Audrey?" She asks
"Not really "- I cried softly

"Mind if I come in and talk? "

"Not at all, come in please" i beg, i crave someone to convide in, someone who cares

"So " she sits on the ground
"What's up? "

I burst in to tears "I'm all alone I have no one every one hates me and it kills me everyday. I was the fail child and all i want is someone to just give a fuck, I'm sick of it maybe I'mjust better off dead''

She gives me a hug
"Look I may not know you well but I still care about you, I've heard your talks in group, and if it helps I know what it feels like but you can't let their actions and words effect you hun "

We continued to talk for hours.

I told her about how I just wanted to be loved and how all my past relationships turned to hell

Jackson and I had been datingfor 3 months at this point. The first fewmonths were amazing. He was my "love " but then he changed. I remember the first bruise he left. It was my fault. I made him angry. I stayed with him for a year and a half the abuse only got worse. He would beatme bloody almost every day over the smallest things. "The house isn't clean" *smack* I never wear singlets or shorts anymore because of the bruises and scars.

I remember the night before we broke up. We were arguing.

"JACKSON BABE PLEASE" I yelled at him as he threw my phone against the wall

"Youre not going out with those sluts " he pushed me up against the wall and held me by my throat

"Baby please they're my only friends left"

He punched me straight in the jaw, and pain seered through my face. I cried
"I'm your only friend bitch you don't need those skanky trash whores!" he screamed in my face as he pulled me by the hair and punched me again.

He threw me across the room and briefly left

I lay on the ground crying, glad it was over or for so I had thought.

Then I see Jackson rushing towards me a knife in his hand it plunges me straight in the stomach and I scream in agony "HELP SOMEONE !!! IVE JUST BEEN STABBED " I scream it repeatedly, hoping someone hears before my throat Is dry, my vision is bluryand I faint

AUTHORS NOTE
HEY GUYS!! HOpe y'all enjoy this chapter xox

More to come most likely tonight xox

-Lisa !!♡☆