New beginning lesbian story

Started with a lie

2 months after the reunion
At Shawns house (midnight)
Shawn pov:
It was late at night and I started to wonder about how I was going to handle a child. I understood that I was wealthy enough and definitely put together to care for one but I just didn't have the heart to raise a kid in a broken home.
I was engaged to Onika and having a baby by my first love who I still had some feeling for.
I knew nothing was going to be right because I had that long dream when I fell into that coma. At least I had a heads up if anything started to go down like I dreamt it would.
As I sat on my bed my phone started ringing.
Across the screen read nickis pet name, teddy bear!. Before answering I threw on a long tshirt sense I had no clothes on.
"Hey!" I say answering the face time call.
"Hey Snuggie! I can't sleep what you doing?" Nicki asked with the biggest grin on her face. "Nothing I just got out of he shower! Thinking about somethings! But listen I was wondering if we could talk about the wedding?" I asked laying on my back across the queen sized bed.
"What about it?" Nicki asked still smiling as she stated to move things around in her bedroom. "Well don't get mad but I was wondering if we can hold off on it? Maybe wait a few months! " I say taking a deep breath as if she was going to go crazy on me.
"Ok! Um why would you want to do that? Is there something wrong? Maybe something we need to work on?"
She asked confused as she sat down and her smile grew short.
"No ...I mean..... There is nothing wrong with us! We are good it's just Tiea is about to have a baby and I don't really know if I'm completely over us yet I don't want to put you in that position!" I say as Nicki sat quietly and looked at me.
"Are you ok?" I ask waiting for a response. "Am I ok? .... Should I be ok? You telling me you still got feelings for another woman and I'm over here thinking we about to be happily married! How can I be ok? Why would that be ok?"
Nicki asked as we say in silence. "Nicki it's not like I want to be with her! I just don't want a love triangle going on!" I say as she interrupted me. "Ok but it's not like you want to be with me right? You just sat here and told me that you don't want to get married!" Nicki said sadly. I could tell by the look in her eye that she was getting frustrated. She happened to be taking all my words the wrong way. I didn't love Tiea nor did I want to be with her but I knew somethings between her and I haven't changed.
"Nicki please calm down! That's not what I mean I do...." I say as she cuts me off once more. "No don't even!!! Like I don't wanna talk about this anymore! If you don't want us to get married we don't have to ! I don't want the talk about it no more Shawn!" She says as her face turns a little red. "Nicki I told you when we started messing around that Tiea was my first love ! You should already know that it would be hard for me to let go!!" I say as Nicki starts yelling . "Ok but that doesn't give you lead way to put what we have on hold to tend to her! We are not even sure that the baby is yours yet and your getting feeling like we should be us! Well fuck that I don't want to deal with that! I'm so over this conversation Shawn! Better yet I don't even want to be in this relationship if this is what I have to go through!" Nicki says as she looks away. I prop my phone up on the tripod before taking a deep breath.
"Nicki I don't mean that in a bad way! I don't want Tiea! Why are you acting like this?" I said as she quickly responded. "Same fucking reason your thinking about another bitch! Fuck that Shawn!"
Nicki says as she hung up the phone. I couldn't believe her and I had just broken up after 8 months of being together! Happily together. I know you supposed to fight for a relationship but for some reason my heart just wasn't in it. All I could think about was Tiea.

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