New beginning lesbian story

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A week later:
Nicki pov: 
"I'll see you guys later! I need to go home and get some rest!" 
I say to the young money cash money crew as I walk out the door of the studio.
"See you next week Barbie!" Baby (bird man) said as I made my way out of the building. It was almost 12:00am I had been working in the studio all day. It normally took me very little time to write a verse but sense the brake up with Shan'tae I haven't been to focused.
We left off on such a bad note I just wanted to talk to her and see if there was anything I could do to change how she felt about us.
Sadly enough she had been ignoring all my text messages and forwarding all my calls and face times to voicemail.
I didn't want much from her and you would think I should be the one hurt and giving her the silent treatment!.
But not in this case. Honestly all I really wanted to do was apologize, make up , get past this whole thing and lay up with my girlfriend. It's been so hard trying to wake up and go through the day with out texting her to tell her I love her or calling just to here her voice, and even those days she would pop up at the studio to see me.
I wanted to fix things before it got to late so I stopped over at Tyeasha's house to get some advice. Tyeasha is my best friend and I knew for a fact I could count on her.
"Hey Onika ! How was work?" Tyeasha said as we walked over to her couch and drank some red wine.
"It was ok! I couldn't get Shawn off my mind though! I really need to here her voice!"
I said as I sat the glass down on the brown coaster.
"She still ignoring you?" Ty asked sipping her wine. "Yes! And it's starting to bug me! It's been 4 weeks already sense we broke up and I've never fought with her before let alone brake up I'm not sure why she's acting like this! Why Doesn't she miss me?  I didn't do anything to hurt her!".
I say sitting back putting my feet up on the black leather couch.
"Well Nicki you did brake up with her! But I'm sure she misses you! I think you just need to give it some time! She will come around!"
Tyeasha says as she turns the tv down.
"Well I didn't mean to hurt her feelings she was telling me she felt for Tiea and I didn't want to be broken in the end I couldn't handle it candy! And if I give it time she might move on! What happens if she moves on?"
I ask confused as I grew frustrated. "Your right! Well with that being said how about I try calling her for you! See where her head is and I'll hand you the phone! Or I can tell her to come over right now!"
I stopped and looked at Ty as we both started laughing. "Ty we are not in high school anymore we can't just set her up!! She needs to talk to me!" I say as we keep on laughing.
"I just sent her a text! I asked her why is she ignoring me! Let's see if she says anything back!" I say as we continue to watch the fight. An hour goes by and it's 20am in the morning! (2am). "Still no response ?" Tt said as I looked at my phone. "Nothing!" I say as I felt my heart drop a little.
I knew she wasn't going to say anything so I swallowed my pride and told her how I was feeling.
(Text conversation)
Nicki: "Snuggie, I miss you ok! Will you please please just stop ignoring me and talk to me! I'm sorry if I hurt you! I'm just so in love with you I didn't want to be hurt by you wanting to be with Tiea in the long run! I know you guys are having a baby but I'm willing to deal with it! I just want you ! I want you back in my life please just talk to me! We don't even have to talk we can forget this ever happened and just make love and get past this if you want! What ever it takes I just miss you! And I love you! Don't want anything else but you!"

Shawn: "well you really shouldn't miss me! I've found what I wanted ! Sorry Nicki! You where right to brake it off with me! Please stop texting and calling me! We are done just like you wanted.

Nicki: "really ? That's how you feel! 😢 that's so fucked up Shawn! I just poor my heart out to you and that's what you say? I thought we had something!! Something nobody else had! I'm in love with you!!!! I don't know what I did for you to brake may heart like this 💔. But cool I won't text you anymore and I'm happy you found what you been looking for!

Nicki pov: after I had sent that text she never responded back and before I knew it my feelings had been deeply crushed. So crushed I couldn't even cry. "You good Nicki?" Ty asked as I shook my head no. "She text back?" Ty asked as I handed her my phone so that she could read the text. I waited for Ty to finish reading and she looked at me sadly and gave me a hug. "I'm sorry! She's such a bitch she doesn't even deserve you!" Ty said as tears started to run down my face. "I really love her! And I miss her so much!" I said as Ty rubbed my back and held me ass I cried.

-what a bitch!!!!!!!! Stay tuned! 💋