New beginning lesbian story

Call it quits

Same day:
Shawn pov:
After Nicki had announced she was pregnant out of anger all I felt was a stress load.
I had already knew she was pregnant TBH the way she been acting lately but this fucker told me she wasn't!.
"I know you are! But what sense does this make? Your mad at me for not saying something about arevaya but your over here keeping somthing from me that's bigger then anything on this plant Onika! That's just fucked up.
"What was you gone do when you started showing?,"
I asked as she wiped her face and kicked her feet still sitting on the counter top.
"I was going to tell you!! I wasn't keeping nothing from you Shawn!."
Nicki said looking in my eye.
"You wasn't? Your almost 5 months pregnant Tanya how the fuck is that not keeping something from me???,"
I asked shaking my head.
"Well fist of all I just found out last week! And second you claim you already knew so what's the issue? And I just didn't know how to tell you!!! It took you so long to agree to move in with me so how should I know that you was ready for a child!. I wasn't ready to tell you!,"
Nicki said as her tears started falling agin.
"That's still not coo! That's a child! That WE!!!!! Made together!! US!!!!!! You don't think I wanna be apart of that?."
I asked as she looked away.
"Don't seem like you wanna be apart of anything!.."
Nicki said looking at the ceiling of the bathroom. I could tell she was trying to hold back her tears. I didn't want to be mad at her but I was really upset that she tried to hide my own baby from me. I guess the fact that Tiea lied about my kid kind of touched me in the wrong places because Nicki is my girlfriend and she did what Tiea did.
"Why would I not want to be apart of my child's life? Tanya?,"
I said as she looked at me.
"You can really stop calling me that!!! And just like I said you don't want to do anything else with me! All you care about is your stupid fucking job!."
She said raising her voice.
"Really ??? Is that how you feel because all you seem to do is go on trips 24/7 !!!! I get fed up with you being every place on the planet besides home two!. And now my job is stupid???? If I was spending late nights rhyming words instead of matching fabrics would it be stupid then????." Would it be stupid if I left for weeks at a time to sit in a chair and be asked 10 questions about my life instead of leave for days at a time to run and coordinate a fucking fashion show?."  No!!! I didn't think so! We both are busy Nicki and you don't see me all down your case about you never being home!. You have a choice everyday of your life and you choose your fans over anything!!! I understand that but I'm here!! I want to see you two!! So don't act like I don't care and don't want to do anything with you!."
I say yelling at her.
And the next time you decide to lie about my baby you should think twice!!!." I say as tears come rolling from her face.
"I told you I didn't know how to tell you!!!!!! Why are you so mad at me?."
Nicki said. I could tell she was braking slowly because I never ever get mad at her. I barely even curse at her. She's always the one doing the yelling and hitting. I'm normally pretty much laid back and let her calm down have sex and we coo but at this point I was over it.
"So it's ok for you to not tell me about my child but your mad at me for not telling you about this corny ass DNA???? That I just got last week!!!." Just like you said I ain't know how to tell you!!! And better yet I told Tiea I didn't want to be in the babies life!!! I chose your ungrateful ass over my own child !!! And your sitting here telling me that I don't care about you basically!!! , ya know what Onika I just don't understand !!! I really don't! You know I would drop the world for you and your being petty!! Your always being petty!!! Your gone more than I am!! You flip out on me when I can't do the things you want to do on your time!!  Onika there are days I'm not doing shit and your not doing shit and all you do is play around on Twitter with your fans or go out with your best friends!. I've asked you plenty of times for us time and you always seem to be booked!. I'm not to busy for you!!! Your the one busy!!!."
I say still standing between her legs as she sat on the counter .
She was crying silently her face was soaked.  But at this point it didn't even faze me.
"Well maybe your right then!. Maybe I am to busy for you!." (Sniffles) Nicki said.
"Then why are you even with me?."
I ask calming my voice.
Nicki shakes her head and responds. "I don't know! I guess we shouldn't be together. We don't really have a connection anymore ! We have no love here and not touch of affection anymore!."
Nicki said as I felt my stomach turn. This whole thing just really pissed me off so I just gave up with her.
"Ok! Your right if that's what you think we don't go together!.  I'm sorry so much time was waisted! You can call me when my baby is born! You know my number!."
I said taking the ring off.

Nicki pov:
Shawn had threw her ring on the ground as she walked out of the bathroom.
Even though I said we shouldn't be together I was crushed deep down inside.  Every part of this hurt. Shawn meant the world to me and I couldn't imagine life with out her.
I never seen her this mad. In fact she's never ever been mad. Today was different . It went from keeping secrets to trying to work it out to braking up. I felt like it was the real deal. I sat on the bathroom counter and cried for the rest of the night. I was not ready to call it quits.

-stay tuned y'all!.