Nicki pov:
The next day:
After last night I completely give up on Shawn. But waking up this morning with her in the other side of the bed never felt better. I wanted my baby back but she didn't want me just as much so I decided to let go. I got out of the bed to pee and as I walked into the restroom I looked in the mirror. I had a fat ass large purple bruise across my face. Not to mention the purple marks on my neck from Shawn choking me. My entire Cheek was purple . This was nothing makeup could fix. My body was in so much pain and I had scratched up thighs from the glass Shawn pushed me into. I couldn't look at myself any longer so I used the bathroom washed my hands and got back into bed. I knew she slapped me stupid hard but I wasn't expecting this big of a bruise.
I got onto my phone to tweet but as I was going down my feed I saw one of Shawns post that read.....
"I put in years of work for the one person I thought that I loved! Just turned out that love is another word for hate and a waist of time 😔 #single!"I was upset after reading that. but sense she said that I wanted to see what else she's being saying. I clicked on her profile and started lurking like any normal baby mom would do.
I saw status after status."My heart has been stepped on enough 💜😔"
"Anyone know how to get over a first love? 🤔"
"Changing her name to #stupid bitch !!! In my contacts !"
Everything I seen was hurting me moor. I guess when you lurk you really do get your feelings hurt.
I found myself crying like crazy this morning all over Shawn. I tried to think of ways to fix this but I just couldn't figure it out.
I'm assuming Shawn heard my sniffling sense she woke up.
"Onika? ,........, Onika ! .... Are you crying ?"
Shawn asked me and I didn't respond I just tried to cry quietly .
"What's wrong with you? "
She asked me looking over my shoulder. I covered my face quickly so she wouldn't see my cry and I broke down harder.
"Fine don't tell me! " she said sitting up in the bed. I wiped my tears and I sat up too.
Shawn was looking at me like she seen a ghost.
"Did I do that to yo face??" . Shawn asked touching my cheek. She looked shocked and confused.
"Yes! You slapped me remember!"
I said whipping my eyes still trying not to cry.
"You must have had me real pissed off! I'm sorry I didn't mean to leave your face marked up like that Nicki! I'm really sorry! Let me go get you some ice!"
Shawn said walking out of the room. Moments later the girls came in our bedroom and made they way into the bed.
"What happen to your face Moma ?"
Niea asked me as Brandy was playing on my phone.
"Nothing mommy and I was just playing a little to hard with each other last night ."
I said as niea touched my face.
"Well it looks like somebody just hit you in the face with a wooden bat!,"
Niea said giggling. I didn't find it funny at all.
"Niea!"
I said as she apologized and stopped laughing. Shawn returned with ice and orange juice.
I knew she felt bad for hitting me the way she did because she was being nice for no reason. She even applied the ice to my face on her own without my touching it.
"I got you some juice! Your voice sounds like your man lose it !" Shawn said to me setting the glass of oj on my night stand.
"Thank u!" I said as she was holding the ice on my face.
A few moments later Shawn had walked into her bathroom so she could shower and I was in so much pain I didn't want to get up.
I kept hearing her phone go off. It was text after text. Of corse me being the nosey person I am I picked it up and read her text.
It was this bitch Remi texting her back to back."Wyd babe 💜😍"
"Wya 🤔"
"I miss you!!!😥"
"Come to the shop!"
"I just wanna see you"
"Text me back 😭"
"Baby 🙄"I got super frustrated and I don't know why! Especially sense me and Shawn are not even together anymore. Everything about Remi just always bothered me! I knew for a fact there was a reason I didn't fuck with her.
I deleted all the text from Remi Shawn wouldn't see them and I changed the password on her phone so that she would disabled it. I also deleted remi's phone number from her phone and blocked her from her Twitter and everything else. I was not about to let this bitch ruin my relationship. I then sat her phone back where I found it and pretended like nothing happened.
A few hours later I had taken the girls over to my mothers house for the week because I had major work to do in the studio and Shawn was going to be gone for a while as well working on her new collection. I was kind of annoyed with Shawn because she had an attitude with me every time I said anything to her.
"Did u change the password on my phone? "
Shawn asked me as she was looking at her phone confused.
"I don't know what your talking about !"
I said smiling and I sat on the bed.
"Onika it ain't funny your childish as fuck for that!!! What's the damn password my phone is fucking disabled now because you wanna play corny little games !!! I said being all extra mad. I told her the password so she could chill out!. "It's my birthday 1982 !" I said rolling my eyes.
"Why did u delete my text messages??? What's wrong with you Tanya that's why I don't wanna fool with you now! Stop acting like a jealous ass bitch all the time!!!!! "
Shawn said as I looked dead at her wanting to slap her, but she was right.-sorry it took long to update I been busy with my girlfriend and stuff but drama in the next chapter! I'm pressing lines !!
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