New beginning lesbian story

Holding back

Beyonce pov: "so your friend Shawn didn't pull through! She has a really horrible heart disease she's been fighting for these past few months! She was told to reframe from to much physical activity otherwise she could have a massive heart attack that could kill her. As if now we are not able to revive her. So that means the baby and her will not be pulling through."
The doc said as all of us lost any pice of composer we had.
"You can't save her at all??" Cami said braking down into tears.
"No ma'am we are still trying but by the looks of it no!."
the doc said taking her clip board and walking away. Moments later Shawns family comes through the door. Both her parents and her older brother who was carrying her baby brother in a car seat.
"You did this to my baby you inconsiderate bitch!!!" Keyshia , Shawns mom said walking up on Nicki about to hit her before Tyesha stood in the way.
"Hey it's not her fault!!!," Tyeasha said as Shawns dad Jamal looked around.
"Who's fault is it? She's supposed to be her wife how come she didn't know she was suffering already??."  Keyshawn , Shawns brother said as he sat the car seat down.
"I didn't know! And we are not married! We are not even together!" Nicki said as she started crying.
"Whatever bitch! Where is my grandchild!." Keyshia said looking around for niea.
"The child protection services took her away! They think she's in an unhealthy home!."
Nicki said as tears started rolling from her face.
"Bitch you got my child and my grand daughter taken from me all in one day???? I should really fuck your little yellow ass up !," Keyshia said as Nicki stood up.
"Call me another bitch and make me forget you shanws moma !!!,"
Nicki said getting in Keyshia face.
"Nicki sit down!," I said putting my arm in the way of her. I know Shawns mom is ghetto as hell and mixing that ATL with that Trini bone in a fight ain't gone pretty cuz Onika be throwing them thangs.
"Keyshia look I know your upset about losing Shawn but we all are Nicki lost her and her own kid so she's hurting too! It's not her fault so please stop putting that pain on my sister she has feelings too we all gone have to get through this together!." I said as I sat down next to Keyshia and have her a hug.
We all sat in silence before the doc let us back to see Shawn. It was so hard to see her lifeless body in that bed.
We all said our goodbyes and let Nicki go last.
Nicki approached the bed with a clean face but as soon as she grabbed Shawns cold hand the water started running from her eyes.
"What did I do?," she asked herself as she shook her head.
"I'm sorry Shawn , I'm so sorry I didn't mean for this to happen! I was just so angry at you and Cami ! I'm sorry I hit you! I'm sorry I gave you such a hard time it just hurt me that you moved on. I don't love meek I love you! I promise you I'll get the divorce even though you won't be here to see it!. I'm so sorry! I know a thousand sorry's and million tears can't bring you back but I really want you to know! I hope you ca here me ! I just wanna take this whole day back!! I hate myself so much right now! More then everyone else hates me! I wish I could just feel your touch one more time or see your pretty hazel eyes look at me or even here your ATL southern accent! I miss you so much already! I'm so sorry!,"
Nicki said over and over agin as she cried and laid her head in Shawns chest.
She gently kissed her lips and walked away slowly .
She couldn't look any of us in the eye she just left the hospital looking down at the ground.

Nicki pov: I drove back to Shawns house crying my ass off and sat on her bedroom floor where she passed out the whole night praying to God on how bad I wanted this to be a dream but it wasn't. I looked around at all the broken glass and clothes I had thrown all over the room. I ran my hand through Shawns blood that had been set in a puddle on her white fur carpet. I started to think about niea and Shawn as if there was nothing else in this world to think about. All I wanted was my princess and my queen. 
Moments later my friends walk through the door everyone except Cami. They all sat in the floor next to me and comforted me as I cried. "It's gone be ok!." Tyeasha said rubbing my back.
"Yeah everything will be ok ! It's gone take some time!," beyonce said holding my hand.
"But that still can't bring Shawn or niea back!,"
I said as I broke down even harder.
My friends stayed up with me all night to comfort me at about 90am in the morning I got a phone call.

(Phone conversation)

Meek: "I heard what happen!,"

Nicki: "........."

Meek: "you know we married so I'm here if you wanna talk.!"

Nicki: "why would I want to talk to your ass you lousy son of a bitch!!! Your a sucka!!! Fuck you meek! I want a divorce ASAP!!! Don't call me no more!,"

.........hangs up........

-she finally got that divorce lol quick update I'm still in atl so sorry but I'll be back ASAP I'm Finna go on this radio show for my clothing line!