New beginning lesbian story

Her Space

A week later:
Nicki pov:
"Hey Tyesha can you come get the girls Shawn just left here really angry and I need to go after her! She's been so upset with me and all she's been doing is crying I need to talk to her.!" We just got into an argument because I tried to feed her!."
I said holding my phone in my hand as I put on nieas shoes. Shantae has been crying all week sense the night we had dinner she won't talk to me or even look at me. I feel so bad because I hurt her but at the same time we live together and we are married with two kids and one on the way I just want to work it out already.
"Yeah I can come get them! I'll be there In a few seconds ! She feeling any better? Not even a little?."
Candy asked as I put the phone on speaker.
"Girl no!!! She hasn't been herself at all ! She's been acting depressed and crazy! She won't eat or drink anything she won't talk to me unless she's cursing me out she won't look at me and she won't let me sleep with her! In fact every time I go check on her she wants to fight me! I think she really does hate me!."
I said getting a little weak in my voice because I wanted to cry. Ty walked through the doors and started helping me with the girls.
"Things will get better don't worry Onika she's just hurt!."
Ty said as she wrapped up Brandy and put her inside of her sparkly Louis Vuitton car seat. 
"I'm just scared!.shes been so crazy and silent lately But I'll be back!,"
I said rushing out of the door to chase Shawn. I was hoping she didn't get to far.
Once I got out side she was walking down our long drive way I zipped up my black utility jacket and ran after her. It was pouring down raining and she was walking with just yoga pants tank top and black nike shoes.
"Shawnn!!!!!!!"
I yelled running after her. I was kind of mad because I was messing up my new Jordan's .
Once I finally got  up to her  I grabbed her arm to stop her from storming off.
"Shawn please!! Please stop and talk to me!!,"
I said turning her around so she faced me. Her big hazel brown eyes filled with tears and immediately made me melt.
She shook her head and walked away from me. The fact that she can't even look at me with out crying really crushed me.
The sound of the thunder shook me as both of us looked at the sky.
"It's raining cats and dogs Shantae can you please come back inside and rest!. I know your mad at me but I love you I want you to be ok! Please!!! It's lighting out here!. Just let me take care of you!."
I said as I grabbed her hand and walked her back into the house.
Once we walked back in niea ran to Shawn and I.
"Momy!!! Moma!!!" Niea  yelled as Shawn picked her up.
"Hi babe!."
Shawn said kissing nieas head. That's the first I've heard her speak calmly all week. She normally snapped. But I guess sense it was niea she was chilling.
"Shawn your soaked I'm going to run you a bath ok?."
I said as she nodded her head. So far it was going fine.
"Do y'all still need me here?."
Tyesha asked as I hugged her and responded.
"No! You can leave thank you so much sis I owe you! !",
I said as Ty grabbed her things and left. I proceeded upstairs to run Shawn a bath. Once I was done I made our bed up so she can rest peacefully. I wanted to cuddle her so bad but I didn't think she was going to let me. I sent her a text to let her know her bath was done.

(Text convo)

My queen 💋💕:
"Hey shanni your bath is ready! I made the bed for u and laid out your tank and shorts !. 😔

Wife 👅💦:
"Kay thank you babe!. I'm putting the girls to bed I'll be up in a sec 😥"

My queen 💋💕:
"Sure anything 😔" don't worry about them I'll put them to sleep while your in the bath."

Wife 👅💦:
"Well I just want to tell them good bye and that I love them!. 😥😖 and I love you! I don't hate you!. I'm sorry I said I hate you!. You mean everything to me!. 😔"

My queen 💕💋:
"It's ok I love you to and what do you mean good bye?."

Nicki pov:
After I sent Shawn that last mesg I had no response back.
She came upstairs and got in the bath. She still didn't look at me or say a word to me she was just crying.  Once Shawn had got in the bath I put Brandy to sleep quickly and laid her in her crib. I walked into nieas room and her and I had a long talk.
"Is mommy ok?."
Niea said as I put her hair in a bun so she can sleep.
"Yes baby mommy will be ok.! She just needs some rest she's a little sick!."
I said smiling at niea.
"Ok! But moma how come you said you don't know me?."
Niea asked me and for a second I had no idea what to say.
"I'm sorry sweat heart moma made a mistake and I'm so sorry I hurt your feelings and I missed your tea party and stuff! I wasn't using my head! But I promise you I will never leave you agin! You mean the world to me little cupcake! And I won't ever forget you ever agin!!!."
I said as niea smiled. I could tell she really missed me.
"Ok moma! I love you too! And I forgive you! But are you and mommy done fighting? I hate it when you guys fight because you hurt each other and I not like it when you cry!. You so sad and mommy sad so it makes me sad to".
Niea said as her words moved me deeply. Shawn and I made a promise that we would never fight in front of her but lately we have been.
"I'm sorry baby girl! I promise you we won't fight anymore!! Don't worry ok? We don't want to make you sad! Everything will be ok I promise!."
I said as niea smiled. I kissed her for head and she dozed off.
About 50 min past and Shawn was still inside of the bathroom when I returned to our bedroom.
She had left the door open so I walked inside of the bathroom to check on her. Once I had reached the area where the tub was I noticed some blood dripping from the side. My hole body went into shock and i was under panic.
"Baby????."
I yelled looking at Shawn. She looked up at me as she sat in the hot bath full of blood. She didn't speak she was just full of tears holding a broken piece of glass in her right hand that held blood on the tip.
"What's wrong with you why would you do this???."
I screamed as I started crying with her. She had cuts all up both her arms and all over her neck and chest.
I'm not sure why she decided to harm herself but it was getting way out of hand.
I tied my robe up right and I drained the water out of the bath.
"Shawn speak!!!! Don't just look at me!!! I can't believe you did this!! I'm sorry!!!! I didn't mean for things to go this far!!! Why would you cut yourself?."
I asked feeling the water from the faucet to make sure it was cool enough to rinse Shawn off.
I had taken the pink loofah from the edge of the tub and some peroxide from the cabinet and started cleaning her up.
"Shawn please talk to me!! Please!!!."
I said as tears keep rolling from my eyes.
She didn't day one word she just continued to cry.
Once I cleaned her all up she laid in the bed naked and cried some more. I hated myself so much for putting her through so much pain.
I didn't want her to deal with it alone so I climbed in bead next to her and held her close. She tried to fight me off of her so I let go.
"Let me be here for you got damnit!!!!."
I yelled as Shawn stated fighting me agin.
"No!!!! Fuck off!!! You did this to me!' You made me act this crazy!!!! I hate you more then ever!!!."
Shawn yelled. This really broke me and confused me because she just told me she loved me not to long ago. She was clearly having mixed emotions about me. I got out of the bed and went back into nieas bedroom. I climbed into her bed and cuddled her.
"Moma why you sleeping with me?."
Niea asked waking up a little.
"Yes baby! Because I just miss you!!."
I said pulling niea close to me as she fell back to sleep. I stayed up all night listing to Shawns cries. I couldn't sleep because I was way to worried about her. I just wanted us to be happy agin.
I heard her slamming stuff and talking to her friend ness on the phone. She kept telling ness how much she hates me and how she wishes she never met me. I felt so hurt by all her words I myself wanted to die. but I knew I had children to live for. She sounded super fed up and I felt worse and worse by the second.

-omg so sad!! But hey next chapter gets crazier ! Do y'all think Shawn gone come around? Next chapter she gives her final decision!.