New beginning lesbian story

Whats on your mind

Nicki pov:
A week later:

Lately I've noticed Shawn has had a different attitude toward me. She wasn't upset she just seemed to be more quite and to herself. I hated that so much . We haven't had much time together especially because the kids always keep us busy and the alone time we do get we never spend it talking we do everything but talking of you know what I mean. So today I decided to set up a little date for her and I so that I can see what she's thinking. I had my best friend Tyesha watch the kids for us for about two hours and I made a private date on the beach for two.
"Babe get dressed ! I wanna take you somewhere! The kids are leaving with Ty!, in about an hour in a half!,"
I said walking into our bedroom to Shawn laying across the bed with Brandy. Looks like Brandy was just bugging her to death.
"Mommy I don't want you to go!."
Diea said looking at Shawn and Shawn patted her back lightly. Some how Brandy got mad attached to Shantae and Taniea was stuck to me like glue. Normally it stayed that way but at times they would pick and choose who they would favor the most.
"It's ok Diea ! I'll be back! We just leaving for a few hours!."
Shawn said looking at me.
She said it as if she was asking a question so I answered.
"Yes just two hours me and mommy need to
Talk!."
I said as diea got out of our bed and held her arms out for me to pick her up.
"Brandy you are five years old honey! Way to big to be getting picked up!."
I said
Picking her up and shanking my head.
I sat down on the bed and looked at Shawn. As I sat diea in my lap.
"Where we going baby?."
Shawn asked me as she played with the lace trim on my crop top.
"I wanna take you out because I need to talk to you! And I wanna get some alone time with you!,"
I said as Brandy got off my lap and ran out of the room. I laid across the bed with Shawn and rested my head on her chest.  "Taniea!!!!!!!!!" Brandy yelled running down stairs to look for her older sister.
"I miss you baby!,"
I said kissing her lips. "What do you mean babe I'm right here how do you miss me?."
She asked with a bit of a smirk on her face.
"I miss this! Little moments like this! I love the girls to death but I miss when it was just you and me! And no interruptions !."
I said kissing her lips agin. She smiled at me this time.
"I miss you too queen!. You gone let me in tonight?." Shawn asked as we both started laughing. She and I both knew she ain't never had to ask for shit like that.
"Baby Ima let you go more then in! You know how I like it mami Shawn!. That's why you my Georgia peach!,"
I said as I licked her face softly.
She whipped it off quickly
And responded.
"Ok Daddy nic! My Trini bone !."
Shawn said as we started making out in the bed.
I kept kissing Shawn not wanting this very moment to come to an end. All I heard was Niea and diea laughing down stairs and the sound of beyonce playing from the tv Shawn had on in our bedroom.
"Baby I have something really important I need to tell you!"
I said smiling at her. I wiped my pink lipstick off her lips and looked her dead in the eye.
"What you need to tell me babe."
Shawn asked me as we both sat up in the bed.
"I wanna tell you at dinner ! But we got a few hours until then so let's chill! Can I see your phone ?."
I asked Shawn as I held my hand out waiting for her to hand over the iPhone.
"Yeah babe but why you always on my phone?". Shawn said as I took the phone out her bra. I always take her phone and do what I please on it.
"Because I can ! Say cheese baby!."
I said laughing as I hacked her Instagram. Shawn stuck her tongue out showing her ring and I licked it. I captioned the picture with wet emojis.
Saying .
"How me and my wife really do it 💦💦💦💦💦👅💦💕💦👅"
Within seconds her Instagram flooded with comments .

(Comments)

@ashaminaj : "y'all so nasty 😂"
@nickiqueen99: "this is why I love them together 👅💯"
@shawnika4life: "my fav couple "
@jorade_toms : "why is it ok for them to be hood rats because they rich 🙄 this photo is so wrong!"
@minaj.nicki.kay: "yes!!!! Slay!!! Look it's always a hater take a seat boi! ☝🏾️"

After reading as much comments as I could I started taking random freaky pics with Shawn. She was trying to lay down but I was being annoying like always. The normal sucking her neck ,grabbing her boobZ ,playing with her pussy ,rubbing her ass ,biting on her lips and all kinds of stuff while she tried to fight me off her.
"Babe move you always flicking it up! Can I relax I know you not Finna let me relax after dinner so can you let me now!,"
Shawn said laughing as I put her phone down.
"No baby I want your attention clearly! Your over here watching beyonce take over when I want you to watch me !"
I said grabbing Shawn chin and kissing her lips.
Me and her barely get down time together to just make out or even talk because we so busy and we got two kids so when Shawn has free time she watches tv and I normally go threw her phone and bother her to death unless we having sex. But I didn't want sex necessarily. I can admit I did want some kinda action like head maybe but in all honesty I just wanted my wife to stare at me. In silence it sounds weird I know but I need her beautiful hazel eyes to be locked on me.
"Baby you can't ever give me peace! You act like Brandy and Taniea just bugging for nothing cuz y'all board." Shawn said turning the tv off. She turned around and faces me as she smiled.
"I don't want you to have peace I want US !!!!! To have peace. Just kiss me baby!, touch me ! Talk to me I miss you!."
I said throwing my leg around her under the blankets.
Shawn gazed at me for a moment and gave me deep kisses.
"Ok sweetheart ! My honey bun!!! My teddy bear! How was your day? "
Shawn said to me focusing all her attention to me just as I wanted. The tv was off and it was just me and her. It was good but even better now!,"
I said climbing on top of her and pressing her wrist against the bed.  I knew this would start a fight .
"If you don't let me go!"
Shawn said as I started cracking up. She swung her fist at me playfully and I swung back. Both of us had been laughing so hard we could barely breathe. A few moments later the girls came back into our bedroom arguing.
"Moma ! Taniea won't let me play with her computer!" Brandy said to me with both arms crossed as Niea walked I behind her holding her lap top.
"Moma she gone brake it I don't want her to play with it! Last time she spilled apple juice all over the keys and mommy had to get them replaced!,"
Niea said wining as well. I climbed off Shawn slowly and gave them both a lecture.
"Why are you not on your own computer?" I asked Brandy as she shook her head slowly.
"Because Moma I don't know what happen to it!"
Brandy said as Shawn spoke.
"Well what happen to your tablet diea! You can't just use your sisters things when you have your own! She's not obligated to share with you!."
Shawn said as she sat up in the bed.
"My I pad is at anti Tyesha house!."
Brandy said sitting on the bed next to me .
"Well your not getting nieas chanel because your too careless with your own things we not Finna make Niea give up hers now go play!."
I said pointing to the door. Niea walked out but Brandy tried getting her way once more.
"But mommy!,"
Brandy said looking at Shawn.
"Nope! Mama said no so I say no too! She's right now go play!,"
Shawn said pointing to our bedroom door. Brandy walked out stomping her feet.
"Brandy Chanel !!!!! You better lose that damn attitude!,"
I yelled as I stood up and walked to the door as I watched her walk to her bedroom. She slammed the door so I walked to her room.
"Brandy Chanel maraj!!!! You must want your neck broke! Don't slam no damn doors in my house lil girl!!."
I said opening her room door.
"Get out!!!!!!."
Brandy yelled kicking her feet against her bed. I was about sick of this smarty pants tantrum she was throwing. I didn't want to put hands on her but if I have to I have to!
"Who the hell you think you talking too?."
I asked folding my arms and standing in her door way. She didn't say anything she just sat on her bed growing.
"Last I checked you are five years old! Say something else smart out that little mouth of yours you won't have lips or a tongue to say nothing else! Clean up this room! Put all these damn toys away and don't come out until anti Ty comes to get you! I'm not playing Brandy!,"
I said shutting her lavender purple bedroom door and heading back into my bedroom. Shawn was laying under the blankets on her phone probably on Facebook or something.
I climbed into bed with her feeling a little freaky and I started sucking her neck.
Shawn didn't seem like she was in the mood because she didn't give me any play back so I stopped . Latter that night at dinner we sat in silence.
It felt a little awkward but I changed the tension pretty fast.
"So you like it?."
I asked Shawn as I sipped my glass of wine. We sat at a round table surrounding us with a blue body of water on a wooden dock outside our backyard.
"I love it nika! !. Thank you!" Shawn said looking at me quickly.
"Your welcome is everything ok?."
I asked her as she nodded her head. I could tell she was lying because she didn't look at me.
"What did you want to tell me ?."
Shawn asked sticking the fork of pasta into her mouth. I wanted to ask why she was acting so strange but instead I just told her what I had to say.
"Well sense my new album is dropping next weekend I have to go on tour pretty soon.! In three weeks I leave to London! I'll be in the UK touring!."
I said as Shawn dropped her fork on the glass plate. She didn't look to happy.
"I'm happy for you baby! That's wonderful but the UK is pretty far and very spread out your leaving in three weeks but For how long?."
Shawn asked as she had a smile on her face. I could tell she was trying to be supportive but she clearly had something else on her mind.
"Well I'll be gone for about five months ! And only five because of all the moving around I have to do! And they want a show in every city out there!. I know it's the longest I've ever been away from home and I really don't want you to get mad but...."
I said as Shawn cut me off.
"Baby I'm not mad but five fucking months???."
Shawn said looking very shocked.
I knew this was going to be hard.
"Yeah I know babe but ...."
I said as i got cut off agin.
"Why did you agree to five months??? You going to stop and visit???."
Shawn asked looking dead in my eyes.
I could tell she didn't want me to go.
"I don't know baby! I know it's a while but I have to do it for my fans! And my career!."
I said as Shawn nodded her head and kept eating. I knew she was feeling some kind of way but she seemed to be covering it up pretty damn good.
"I know baby! You gotta do what you gotta do!."
Shawn said smiling at me. Now that I gave her the news I was ready to see what had been on her mind all these days.
"So can you tell me what's wrong? I know something is wrong because you been quite lately!".
I asked Shawn looking into her eyes.
She looked up at me and took a deep breath.
"I hair haven't been feeling good baby! That's why I wanted to rest earlier when I had the chance!. But it's fine I'll be ok!."
Shawn said playing with her straw.
"You sure you gone be ok? You know you can tell me if you need me baby I'll do anything!,"
I said as she nodded her head.
"I'm good babe!."
Shawn said smiling at me. About 15 min later we had finished dinner and picked the kids up. Once we got home I told them the news about me leaving and both of them got pissed off at me. For he next three weeks we spent family time together. Shawn was feeling worse and worse by the day though.

-what's wrong with Shawn?🤔
-Nicki going bye bye 😩