New beginning lesbian story

Denver shows

The next day;
Nicki pov:
"Don't ever try to front on social media like you innocent meek!."
I said as meek was shuffling through his clothes.
"Bruh you really ain't shit for that! I'm not saying I ain't never did nothing wrong But you just out of the blue talking about you miss that female. What is wrong with you?."
He asked me as I shook my head. I really just wanted to punch him in his face. Not even because he was pissing me off just because he didn't pick me up from the air port nor did her welcome me back home in any kind of way. As soon as I stepped foot through the door he went under attack. His jealousy really got the best of him.
"Ain't nothing wrong with meek! I think I have a right to miss her.! Or anyone else I feel like missing.!! You haven't been doing much but trying to stress me out.! You so worried about me leaving you for Shawn when you already know it's not gone happen. And another thing I don't say nothing when people be telling me you be creeping harder then TLC!."
I said as meek started laughing.
"Them girls is just groupies nic! You should know I ain't trying to do nothing with nobody but you!. Look lets just put this all behind us alright?."'
Meek said as I nodded my head.
"Ok well I have to go on tour tonight!. I won't be back for a month so are you coming?."
I asked as he responded.
"Depends! Where you going? "
He asked as I paused .
"Do you hAve some other places to be all month?." I asked confused. Normally when I had to go on trips Shawn always wanted to go no matter when and where. But my old manager wasn't having that. Sense I've been under new management I can bring who ever I want and meek knows that.
"Naw I ain't got no shows or nothing ! I might go kick it with my niggas and pop it maybe get high and drunk next weekend but that's something to think about!."
Meek said taking out his phone.
"Ok well I'm going to Denver Colorado , Huston Texas , las Vagus Nevada , Minneapolis Minnesota, and off to Canada. It's only 5 weeks long you think you can handle that?."
I asked confused. I wasn't sure why he didn't want to come. Any man that had a woman like me would be crushed if I left for a month. But at the same time meek really didn't care about nothing. If get up early in the morning to cook for him every day and he barely ate. And At night when i want to cuddle he never dose.  So I guess me leaving wasn't gone hurt him. But it hurt me because I wanted his support.
"What you mean can I handle it? It's only a month that ain't long!. We don't have sex so I'm not really missing out on nothing besides them lips!." Meek said smiling at me. I gave him a fake smile but I really didn't find that funny at all.
"Meek can you just come please? I need you there!."
I asked grabbing his hands.
"Ok coo I'll come sense you "need" me too! But I gotta leave next week for miles birthday!,"
Meek said kissing my for head.
"Thank you!," I said smiling. I was happy to finally get through to him.

2 weeks had gone by and I haven't spoken to Shawn at all. I didn't really notice until I started missing niea. It just so happen that each time Tyeasha called me niea was with her.
"Nic that performance was lit!." Meeks said to me as he gave me a hug. "Thanks babe!." I said standing on the post as Oscar started fixing my hair and rushka ripped my outfit off and dressed me in another. All at the same time Shika was fixing my make up and mani was lacing my heels on my feet. "Chin up!," Shika said as I raised my chin.
"Onika let me know if it's to tight!,"
Rushka said fixing my leotard .
"Ok !." I said as Oscar was still laying my edges. I looked around my dressing room at all the commotion and for some reason I started feeling upset. I felt like giving up. My eyes started watering as Shika looked at me.
"Are you ok miss maraj?." Shika asked as she stopped applying blush.
I didn't say anything I just shook my head no.
"You need a minute?." Oscar said as I nodded my head.
"Ok y'all let's give Nicki 10min! She got 30 min before she back on set." Mani said as everyone left the dressing room besides meek.
"You ok baby?." Meek asked as I sat on the couch.
"No!." I said as tears started falling from my face.
"Is there anything I can do?." He said as I shook my head no.
"Ok well call me if you need something alright!."
Meek said as he kissed my lips.
"Nicki
I gotta go my car here!. Good luck tonight. I'll see you when you get home!." Meek said walking out of the room.
My feeling were hurt for real this time because he didn't even take time to comfort me or tell me he loves me.
I wasn't sure why I was crying I just felt really upset so I called Shawn.