Away you go

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A month later:
Nicki pov: as I hung up my phone I looked at the time and started packing my bags. Shawn was really upset about me leaving on another trip but she was going to be way more upset when she found out how long I was going to be gone this time around.
"So how long are you going to be gone!?"
Shawn asked standing in the door way with her arms folded.
"Well I just got off the phone with Ronda so I'm going to be gone for two months." I said not making eye contact with her. I could feel the frustration in the room.
"how great!." Shawn said walking out of the room.
"Shawn come back here and talk to me please ! I'm about to leave for two months and I really don't want to be on bad terms with you!." I said fallowing her down the stairs.
"Well if you don't want to be on bad terms then don't go!!!."
Shawn said stopping and looking at me.
"Babe I have to go! I can't let my fans down! You think I want to be gone away from you and niea so much?" I asked as Shawn rolled her eyes and said nothing.
"I don't even care what you do Nicki! You would rather keep your fans happy then me and your child so goodbye have fun on your trip ! I'll see you when you get back!."
Shawn said walking into the kitchen with niea.
I just looked at her and walked back upstairs and packed. A few hours later I had kissed niea and tried to give Shawn a kiss and hug goodbye but she wasn't having it. They where both laying in the bed and Shawn was trying to argue with me.
"Can you stop Shawn just give me a kiss so I can go!,"
I said as she keeps pushing me away.
"No you can leave! I'm not stopping you from leaving! Not that I could anyway!."
Shawn said as she cuddles niea.
"Shawn you just don't understand !!! But fine ! I love you!."
I said waiting for her to say it back.
But she didn't say anything.
"Your that mad?."
I asked as she nodded her head.
"That's fucked up!," I said kissing niea agin and walking out of the bedroom. Once I got into the car my heart started pounding and a felt my nerves getting bad. A couple hours later I arrived in Texas where my manger told me to go. The hotel wasn't as decent as I expected but it was ok. I always hated coming to Texas because this is where Tiea is from. I had already knew what was about o happen so I swallowed my pride whipped my tears and walked into my room where Safrie (sb) was waiting for me.
"What took you so long to get here?." He asked walking up to me as I stood by the door.
"I.....I ... Got held up at home my daughter is sick!,"
I said trying to think of a lie. Safari has been real pressed sense I left him back in high school!.
"What the hell is you crying for?." He asked grabbing my hands.
Before I could respond my whole world went left!.

Shawn pov: as I laid in the bed with niea tears came running down my face. All I wanted was for Nicki to stay home at least for a month with out leaving niea and I.
I started to feel like she was cheating on me in a way but I didn't want to assume. The whole night niea screamed and cried and had trouble sleeping. This was completely normal each time Nicki had left niea acted this way.
It was almost like she needed her mother no matter what. But in all honesty I could barely sleep with out her here. The next morning I had gotten a call from Tiea.

(Phone call)
Shawn: "what Tiea!"

Tiea: "how you know it was me?."

Shawn: "your the only one calling me from blacked! What the hell do you want I'm not in the mood.!"

Tiea: "well I wanted to see if you want to come hang with me
And vay sense Nicki is gone."

Shawn: "no I'm not in the mood!...... Wait......... How did you know Nicki was away?."

Tiea: "oh um..... My brother told me he saw her! ."

Shawn: "what brother?"

Tiea: "my brother G! (Safari!".)

Shawn: "I thought G was in Texas !."

Tiea: "he is in Texas!".

Shawn: "what? He didn't see Nicki she told me she was going to Canada for two months!."

Tiea: "oh! ..... Well I have to go!!!."

(Hangs up).

Shawn pov: I think to myself as niea ran around the living room playing with her toys.
I was confused at the fact that Tiea even knew Nicki was gone and also at the fact that this nigga sb saw her in Texas. I know they use to date back in high school so that kind of shook me. I got a little curious then my phone rang. It was Nicki face timing me.
"What do you want!." I said as I answered. Nicki was in tears as if she had missed us already.
"Nothing I just want to see your face! Where is niea?." Nicki said crying her eyes out.
"What's the matter Onika? And niea is playing!."
"Nothing I'm fine! Can you get my baby please I just want to hug her and kiss her."
Nicki said sniffling.
"Come here nene !!!!" I said as niea walked over to me.
"Can you say hi to Momy?," I said as niea pointed to the screen.  "Momy " she said pointing at Nicki.
"Hi Momas baby!!!." Nicki said smiling as her tears feel.
"Babe what's wrong? Where are you?." I asked her as she shook her head. "I'm in my dressing room!." Nicki  said looking around the room. I could tell her attention was some place else.
"No your not! I can see the bed and curtains behind you! And how did you get to Texas I thought you are supposed to be in Canada! What's up with all this lying Nicki!!!" I ask as niea kept saying Momy to the screen. "I have to go Shawn! I love you!, by niea!!. Moma loves you!," Nicki said hanging up the phone.
I felt hurt that she hung up in my face but even more hurt that she kept in lying to me. I felt confused so I called Tyeasha over to help me out.
About 30 min later Ty had walked in and we had a few drinks and started talking.
"So that's what Tiea told me! I mean do you know a lot about her and sb dating?."
I asked as Ty took another drink.
"Yeah ! They always went on and off! Nicki was head over heels for that boy and sis anything for him. He always cheated on her and treated her wrong ! It was Jr. year she decided she couldn't take it anymore! They broke up!. Nicki said he started to get to aggressive." Ty said as we both shook our heads.
"Damn ! I mean id appreciate it if she was just keeping it real with me and told me she wants to be with him! I wouldn't mind. I'd be crushed but if that's what she wants!. I'd rather her do that then lie to me cheat on me and leave me and niea!," I said as k started to cry agin.
Two months go by and Nick had come back home.
She walked in the house looking super upset.
"Hi !." I said as niea ran to her. She slowly picked niea up but didn't say anything to me. "Are you ok?,"
I asked her as she ignores me. She looked like she was in pain or something.
"Nicki talk!!!!!" I yell as she held niea tight and sat on the couch. "So your not going to talk to me? What the fuck is this about! ." I say waking in the kitchen to finish dinner.  Once dinner was done Nicki and niea was sound asleep on the couch . They looked so cute and worn out. Both on them had been snoring and niea was also drooling. I had picked niea up off of Nicki and took her up stairs and laid her in out bed. Once I got niea settled. I didn't want to wake Nicki so I picked her up as well. After a work out of taking her thick ass up stairs I laid  her 
Down gently on her side of the bed. Taking off her black heels and gucci trench coat, she started moving around. I then took off her denim ripped jeans and black turtle neck leaving only her thong and tank top just like she liked it. I noticed as I had taken off her clothes I saw fresh bruises. They were even bigger the the ones I had seen before. As Nicki rolled over I seen a large one on her back that looked like a rug burn like she had been  dragged. I touched it gently and shook my head as a tear fell. "Please let my baby be ok!." I whisper to God as I covered her with the blankets. Moments later I got into bed and turned off the lights. It was the middle of the night and Nicki had waken up out of her sleep screaming and breathing hard.
"Nicki what's wrong!!!," I said as I sat up with her.
She shook her head and wiped her tears away. She still wasn't speaking to me.
I knew the only way she would be at peace is if I held her.
I picked niea up and placed her on my chest . "Come here Tanya!" I said as Nicki laid her head on my shoulder. "You want me to cuddle you?," I asked her as she nodded her head. I pulled her closer and wrapped my arm around her back as she laid on my chest next to niea. I kissed them both as they dozed off.
I wasn't sure what was happing but I knew something want right!.

-poor Nicki 😢
-stay tuned!.

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