New beginning lesbian story

Perminate love

3 days later:
Shawn pov: "mommy!!!!!" Niea said as she was eating her lunch.
"Yes child!." I said turning to smile at her.
"I thought you said mommy was coming back home!."
I looked at her little sad face and forgot all about it. 3 days ago when Nicki got up and walked away from the news about the baby I assumed she was coming back after a walk but instead she left and started acting brand new. I didn't even know what to tell niea at this point.
"Do you want to call her?." I asked as niea nodded her head.
I put my bread down that I was eating and I called Nicki.

(Phone call)
Nicki: "what'"

Shawn: "excuse me?"

Nicki: "what the hell do you want !."

Shawn: "um I don't want to talk to you in the first damn place niea does! So miss me with that shit Onika! And second you may as well save my number under Ta'niea because I won't be needing nothing from you so if I happen to call it's cuz the daughter you DO!!! Want alive needs you! Not me! "

Nicki: "fuck you Shantae put my child on the phone!."

Shawn: "coo!"

Niea: "hi mommy I miss you! When you coming home?."

Nicki: "I miss you to baby girl! And I'll come get you we can have a little talk!."

Niea: "why we gotta talk for?."

Nicki: "because mommy needs to tell you something!."

Niea: "can you come home and tell me?. I really miss you!."

Nicki: "I miss you to baby! Click over so I can see your face!." (Clicks over)

Nicki: "hi princess! You look so pretty today!"

Niea : "thanks moma ! But when u coming home!."

Nicki: "your welcome! Baby I love you!."

Niea: "mommy!!!."

Nicki: "yes niea!".

Niea: "when are you coming home????."

Nicki: "you will see me soon!."

Niea: "how soon?."

Nicki: "I'm a little while!."

Niea: (crying)

Nicki: "why are you crying baby?."

Niea: "last time you said a while it was a really long time I couldn't see you!."

Nicki: "give the phone to moma princess! "

Shawn: "so you must like making her cry!" (Mad af)

Nicki: "don't start! Can I come get her please?"

Shawn: "I don't care!."

Nicki : "good give her back the phone!"

Niea: "you coming?"

Nicki: "yes I'm on my way!"

Niea: "promise?"

Nicki : "I promise I'll see you in a little bit!." (Hangs up)

Nicki pov:
After I had hung up the phone with niea I turned over and laid on Meeks chest. He didn't wrap his arms around me like I wanted him too but then agin he hates cuddling and never ever does.
"Baby I can't wait until Sunday!." I said as I kissed his lips.
"Me too nic! I been waiting to marry you! I can't wait to finally hit that!."
Meek said as we both laughed.
"I'm being so real! But what you gone do about that damn tattoo?? I don't like that shit!."
He said looking at the tattoo I had of Shawns name across my heart. Shawn and I had gotten matching tattoos when we had niea. We promised each other that we would always fight for one another to make sure we would always be together forever. Every Time I looked or spoke about the tattoo it made me emotional. Even though we made that promise Shawn was really braking which made me realize I need to just settle down with meek. My family and Meek have been harassing the mess out of Shawn and telling her to stay away from me and all of this nonsense and she didn't fight for me like I thought she would have. She didn't stand up to anyone of them all she did was brush it off like what we had didn't mater to her so I did the same and focused on meek and I. 
In all honesty I did wish I was in Shawns arms snuggled under our comfy blanket on the couch watching judge juty and watching Miea play. Moments like that were what I'd miss the most.
"Did you here me Nic?." Meek said as I looked up at him.
"Yeah sorry! Just thinking! But if you want me to get or covered I will!." I said smiling at him.
"Yeah! I'd love that!." Meek said as he kiss my lips quickly.
His lips felt nothing like Shawns. And he kissed completely different. It's like everything he did was different and not comfortable to me at all. But I guess I had to get use to it. A few minutes later I fall asleep on meek. I had waken up hours later and meek wasn't home so I called Shawn back to check on niea but she didn't answer so I went over to her house.
I wasn't sure how she was going to act sense it was well past midnight and I was supposed to see niea what earlier but I took my chances.
I tried my birthday to get into the door and it still worked so I walked straight upstairs through Shawns room. Before entering nieas nursery I noticed she had be cuddled up with Shawn and the both of them had been sound asleep.
I kissed niea on the head and Shawn had waken up.
"What are you doing in my house?." Shawn whispers.
"I came to see niea!."
I whispered back.
"At midnight?? You should have just stayed with your nigga! You didn't have to lie to my baby! Get out Onika!."
Shawn whispers in anger. I was not about to let her kick me out.!
"Just let me have niea then! Or let me spend the night with her!.."
I said as Shawn rolled her eyes. "Fine! But I don't want you here anymore!." Shawn said as I took my shoes off and my coat.
She laid niea in the middle of the bed and she turned back around so her back was facing me. I took off my sweat pants and my hoodie and got into bed with just my thong and tank top.
About 10 min later Shawns phone had rang and she got up to go answer it. When she got up from the bed she had on some tight ass black lace panties and a matching bra. She looked so damn good. Her belly ring had a special sparkle and her boobs looked far more perky and her ass was thicker then I don't know what. Her long black hair was flat and almost touched her big but. I couldn't help but stare at that pretty brown piece of work. I  know we not together but I wanted to be super nosey and here her conversation. I don't know why some bitch or nigga thought they can just call my baby mom in the middle of the night.
"Yes, I'm fine thank you for checking on me!." Shawn said walking back into the room and hanging up.
"Who was that?." I asked out of habit cuddling niea.
"Does it concern you?." Shawn said laying back down still not facing me.
I didn't say anything back because niea was asleep but I still wanted to know who she was talking too!.
Once Shawn had fallen asleep I had taken her phone to look in her call log. It was my best friend Tyeasha who was calling her and as I kept going down seems like besides her 6 other friends it's only been Tyesha and Cami texting and calling her. I found it strange sense they are my best friends. I wasn't gone read her text messages but sense my best friends have been buddy buddy and not telling me I thought I would take peek.