A week later:
Nicki pov:
Lately things have been rocky between Shawn and I. She won't stop talking about how ness broke up with her and won't speak to her. I know why but as soon as I tell her that's going to piss Shawn off. She will think I'm making this all up as a tactic to get back with her. So I decided to keep trying to patch our relationship so we can be happy agin.
"Shawn ok ! I get it!!!! Please just stop talking about her! She doesn't love you! She could care less about you! I love you and I'm standing here trying my best to love you and you won't even listen to me!."
I said as Shawn rolled her eyes. I just wasn't getting it. And clearly she wasn't eaither.
"Onika stop it!!! "
She yelled walking away from me.
"No you stop it !!! I don't get why you just won't help me fix our relationship I just want to be with you!!!!!."
I said getting a little annoyed. All I really wanted was Shawn and I just didn't understand why she wouldn't budge.
"Onika because I don't want that!!!!."
Shawn said surprising me as I stood in shock looking at her.
"Why not?, don't you love me? Don't I please you they way you want?."
I asked confused as Shawn starting yelling agin.
"Nicki yes , I do love you!!! I'm deeply in love with you and I want you back!! I love the way you please me and I want to wake up to your kisses every morning but you don't understand!!! I need to be with ness!,you and I can't be together ever agin!!!!,"
Shawn said as water filled my eyes. I was hurt but I was dead ass confused and had no idea what to say.
"Why!!! Tell me why!!! I'm not understanding so explain it to me! Help me understand because clearly it's hurting us both!!!!,"
I said looking at her with a faint frown. I was trying my best to hold back my tears but I felt them about to explode any minute.
"We just can't be together!."
Shawn said as I looked away from her and sat on our bed and placed my face in the palms of my hands.
The silence in the room was thick all you could here was my heavy tears. I felt Shawns hands rest on my thighs as she laid her head on mine sitting in front of me.
"Baby I'm sorry! I didn't mean to make you cry but I promise I do want to be with you! Everything I'm trying to say is coming out the wrong way!."
Shawn said as I removed my hands from my red crying face.
"If you want to be with me then why can't we be together?."
I asked as Shawn wiped my tears slowly .
"Ok listen ! Meek came over to the house one day and he told me that he would kill me if date you!. I told the pussy to piss off and then he promised me that he would have somebody kill you Brandy and Taniea and I wasn't having that. They told me that I have to kill you or date Trina !. But Trina fucked me over cuz I was pregnant then. Meek hit me up and told me I have to date ness! I guess he new you didn't like her so he thought it would make you hate me!, and force you to stay away from me. He said I had to marry ness so that she can get my money or some strange shit like that or else he takes my family away. I don't want to lose you babe that's why I keep telling you that I love ness because I'm being told to make you hate me or Meeks going to take y'all away from me!."
Shawn said looking into my eyes. This whole time that punk meek was trying to turn us away from each other.
"Shantae meek is not gone do a got damn thing!! I found out his little plan and I had him killed! He's dead! Don't ask questions ok but he's not gone hurt me or you or the kids! He's gone!!! And ness won't call you back because I told the bitch to keep 50tf or I'm popping her top!! Same for cam that's why the shenanigans came to a stop!. We gone be ok!!! I was scared to tell you the truth because I thought you really loved ness and I felt like you was gone think I was lying just to get rid of her!. But I knew all along! And trust me nobody is going to hurt us!."
I said grabbing Shawns hands.
"Really???? You bodied him for me? I love you so much Onika!!! And hell no your the only one I love and want to be with but I was being forced at my own will!!!!."
Shawn said kissing my lips.
I felt so relaxed now. "Yes I had to because they wanted to kill you or me to help they record label !. But they failed and they CEO is dead!!! We gone be ok!!!."
I said as Shawn climbed on top of me kissing all over my lips. She couldn't control herself.
"Baby I'm not going no where ok!!!!."
I said moaning as she was sucking my neck. She must have been super greatful that I killed him. I let my hands relax as her hot wet tongue wondered my body. I felt her lips down on the top of my pussy as she stuck her tongue deep down inside my hole.
"Mmmmmmmuuugghhhh!."
I moaned deeper and deeper as she started sucking all my juices. She gave me deep head for the next hour and we had nice slow sex for hours going hard and deep. Once we finished we laid up for the rest of the night and chilled.
"I miss you baby I hate it when we fight so much I just want to be with my Georgia peach, nd nobody else all I want is you! Can we please please stop fighting ! "
I said smiling at Shawn with a serious face as I laid in her chest.
"I miss you to! You know how much I love my trini bone! And of corse we can stop I don't like it eaither babe but sometimes we just bump heads!."
Shawn said as we both laughed.
"I don't want to fight because I really don't want to lose you! Seeing you in another relationship hurts so bad!!. I just want to cry my life away it feels like half of me died!."
I said as Shawn kissed me deeply.
"I don't want to lose you eaither and I'm sorry i hurt you! I was forced!"
Shawn said as I kissed her back. We started kissing agin and started fucking !. This was round five of the night.!-is that what y'all wanted? are we all done crying in the comments lol! 😂😂😂 but don't get to relaxed it ain't over just yet!.
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