New beginning lesbian story

Feeling myself

3 days later:
Nicki pov:
"I can't believe y'all broke up! It's just not real to me!." Candy (aka Tyeasha) said as we sat in the living room talking waiting for sharika to come so we could go out to the club. I wasn't really feeling the whole party idea but I knew I had to find a way out of this pain.
"Yeah! I guess we just decided we don't have time for each other. I honestly think I'm ok with it!."
I said as candy smiled. "Well at least you know you will be ok!, so how did you get the paper?."
Candy asked .
"Tiea gave it to thembi and she sent it to me.! You know tt don't like Shawn so she gone make sure I know! She's been trying to brake us up sense we got together. I just don't get why she wouldn't tell me about this herself!. I was very upset about it because I don't want her to be Shawns kid but I guess it don't matter now that she and I won't be together!."
I said as I put my heels on.
"Right! But after you told me that story I feel like y'all should talk! I think y'all have something special that can't be replaced I know for a fact you love her and I can tell by the way you act that you miss her , I mean if you cried the whole time y'all was arguing she knows you hurt Shawn knows Nicki!."
Ty said holding her glass of wine.
"Yeah I think she knows but she doesn't care. Shawn never gets mad at me and she was serious girl!! She was ready to fight me it seems like!."
I said as sharika walked in the door.
"Hey girl!!!" She said setting her purse down. "Hey" Ty and I both said.  "Onika I think y'all need to talk! Just work it out!!! I love y'all together!." Ty said as I shook my head. "Naw I'm good. I love her but it's not worth the stress and pain." I said as we headed out the door.
Later that night at the club I had a bunch of fun the girls and I danced all night stress free. It was when I came home that the stress came to pass. I was a little drunk but feeling so alone and I just wanted to be cuddled. I wasn't sure if Shawn would be down for it though especially sense I haven't spoken to her sense she dropped the ring and bounced.
I really wanted to be in her arms tonight so I just shot her a text and hoped she would respond.

(Text convo)
Nicki: "come over????😢"

Shawn: "what's the matter teddy bear 😕"

Nicki: "I want to cuddle honestly! 😔"

Shawn: "it's the middle of the night! Is that going to help you sleep?."

Nicki: "maybe......😩😩"

Shawn: "mmmmm!"

Nicki: "so is that a yes? 🤗"

Shawn: "maybe....."

After I got the last text from Shawn I had taken a shower and got into bed with nothing but my thing on. Not even a bra. I was happy she had even called me teddy bear and not Tanya. I began to feel a little sexual so I text Shawn again. The alcohol from the club was really kicking in.

(Text convo )....... (Warning! Sexual content)

Nicki: "are you coming 😩"

Shawn: "idk"

Nicki: "I know your mad at me but I need you by my side right now!."

Shawn: "why? 🙃"

Nicki: "to be real I want some attention to my ! 💯💦💦💕 I'm tipsy and my pussy wet! Can I get it or not?"

Shawn: "word? 😂👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾🤔"

Nicki: "💦💦💦"

Shawn: "wait!!!!!!! Tf you mean your tipsy??? U fucking drinking when your pregnant with my baby??? 🙀🙀🙀🔫🔪🔫🔪🔫😱😱😾😾✋🏾✋🏾✋🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾"

After seeing Shawns text I knew I fucked up so I didn't respond.
Moments later she called.

(Phone conversation)
Shawn: "you really got me so fucked up Onika!!!!"