Careful what you wish for

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Monday morning:
Nicki pov:
" don't forget to pick up Brandy babe!. She gets out of dance at 5!," shawn said to me as the girls ate breakfast. Shawn and I had been caked up in the kitchen like we do every morning throwing ourselves at each other because we so in love.
"Give me kiss peach! you haven't kissed me sense yesterday! You didn't kiss me goodnight either."
I said holding Shawn by her waist up against the counter.
"Nope ! You don't get any kisses I'm still upset with you for hitting my princess ! After I told you about doing that!."
Shawn said trying to block my lips. She's so annoying with this not hitting kids stuff. She never lets me get on them when they act up and that's why they so spoiled with bad attitudes . 
"Baby that's not even fair you know Niea was wrong for saying that! And you know I'm not dealing with her smart ass mouth! So now I'm punished?"
I said as Shawn nodded her head and stuck a raspberry in her mouth.
"Yes you are! That was mean! I don't care what she did you cant put your hands on my kids!,"
Shawn said as I was till holding her soft waist. I wanted to kiss her so bad but she wouldn't let me.
"Tell your bad ass kid to stop acting up then!! And they my kids to! I can hit them if I feel like they need to be hit!,"
I said as both my eye brows slanted at Shawn.
"And I can keep my sexy ass lips to myself and as far away from my wife!, as I want to!,"
Shawn said still eating her fruit as I stood in front of her.
"But you want my lips don't you?."
I asked smiling at her playing with my tongue ring. I knew she couldn't say no.
"No ! Why would you think I want your lips!."
Shawn said laughing.
"Because you eyeing them like you wanna taste so give me a kiss with yo rude ass!,"
I said as Shawn sat her bowl of fruit down.
She pulled me close to her and she deeply kissed me.
"Thought I wasn't getting no kisses!,"
I said wiping my lipstick off her upper lip.
"Hush! You can have kisses but no pussy for a week!,"
Shawn said walking away.
"Wait no babe! No deal !!! No deal!!!! No fucking deal!!!!."
I said as I grabbed her arm.
"Yes deal! Come on we have to take the girls to school!, it's raining pretty hard."
Shawn said walking into the dining room. She had me so fucked up.
About a half hour later we dropped the girls off at school.

Taniea pov:
"Niea I'm sorry if I made you feel bad! I don't mean to hog momy and Moma but I'm sick and I really need them. I didn't mean to make you feel sad sissy ! I just can't help it sometimes when my body starts to act funny. "
My little sister said to as I rolled my eyes at her. I didn't care about her apology because it was all her fault why I was being ignored.
"Brandy I don't care! I wish you was never born!"
I said walking away from her and going to my class.

Monday afternoon:
Nicki pov:
"I love you to baby!!!! Stay in school!, and don't ever give up on your dreams!,"
I said to one of my fans as I handed her the album back. She was last in line we took a pic and my security walked me out to my car. I looked at my watch and noticed it was 6pm and I had to make it home to make dinner.
"Nicki Minaj!!!  How are things at home ?"
The press yelled at me as I kept walking. Trying to ignore all the lights and cameras.
Once o sat in my care I thought came to my head and I remember that I was supposed to get Brandy at 5pm. It's almost 7 Shawns going to kill me.
I looked through my purse to find my phone and I had 37 missed calls 18 voice mails 26 face time calls and 64 text messages. Every single one was from Shawn my mother and Brandy.
I called Brandy first to make sure she was ok but she didn't answer. I hung up and called Shawn.

(Phone call)
Shawn: "Onika where the fuck are you!!!!!"   (Crying)

Nicki: "babe  leaving my album sighing did you pick up Brandy?,"

Shawn: "yes I did! We are at the hospital ! Get here right now!!!!."
(Hangs up)

At the hospital :
Shawn pov:
"Baby is everything ok?"  Nicki said rushing in with security behind her.
"No everything is not ok!!!!! You didn't pick up Brandy like I asked you!!!! She was sitting outside in the rain and you of all people know that her disorder won't allow her to be in the cold!!! She had an attack and now she's in critical condition!!!!,"
I said crying and yelling at Nicki. I was so mad because I reminded her more than once and now my baby is sick.
"Shawn I'm sorry I forgot I got so caught up in my fans and I didn't notice the time! Baby I'm sis sorry!! Please don't cry,"
Nicki said as I shook my head and walked away from her.

Nicki pov:
"You know what it's always your fucking fans over anything!!! I'm sick and tired of you doing that shit Onika!,"  Shawn said as the doctor walked out of the room.
"Are you the parents?."
The nurse asked she looked like she had nothing good to say.
"Yes!:"
We both said at the same time Shawn glared at me.
"Ok well.. Brandy seemed to very cold! I'm fact she was sick from the blood transfusion she had! Seems like her meds wasn't working out for her! It made her stage rise as well as dropping her iron even lower. I'm sorry to inform you but because of the fact she was outside in the rain it made things worse for her. Brandy's pulse stopped over an hour ago and we can't do anything to find her heart beat. The surgeon pronounced her dead around ten minutes ago! I'm sorry you guys!,"
The doctor said looking down at us. I couldn't believe what I was hearing all I wanted to do was cry .  The doctor walked away slowly and I looked at Shawn. She was so mad she wasn't even crying and Taniea was dead silent. The vibe in the room was horrible. Tyesha and everyone was crying the whole way back to our house. Once we had gotten home both our families sat in the living room.
"How did y'all let this happen?."
My mother said looking at Shawn and I.
Shawn didn't say anything I don't even think she remembers how to speak.
"It was an accident!,"
I said as Shawn glared at me agin.
"This wasn't no accident this was you being stupid!!!."
Shawn yelled as my mom stood up.
"Don't blame my daughter for this this isn't her fault at all! Last I checked you are the one that's always being irresponsible! Letting these kids do what ever!."
My mother said as I shook my head. I knew things where going to go left from here.
"Mom stop! We know that already don't make things worse that had nothing to do with anything!."
I said as Shawn started yelling agin.
"It sure didn't ! My daughter is fucking gone because of onika!!!!"
She said hurting my feelings. This made me so mad I yelled back and it was war.
"Stop fucking putting this shit on me .!!!! Your the one who decided to change your schedule and depend on mine to pick her up!!! Don't say it's just my fault!!! When this could have been fixed anyway! And it was your damn idea to take her out the house the same day of her transfusion!."
I said as Shawn got even moor mad.
"No fuck that!!! She was completely cleared to leave the hospital that day!!!!! You know this is your fucking fault Onika! You forgot to fucking pick her up because you was to busy being Nicki Minaj!!!!! And you left my baby in the rain!!!! You can't possibly say this shit is my fault when you the one who gave her the fucking disorder in the first damn place!!! Because of you my baby is gone!! And she's not coming back!!!,"
Shawn said braking down into tears. I felt so bad I didn't know what to do.  Everything she said hurt me but it hurt way more because it was true.
I felt tears come down my face.
"Your right it is my fault that I was born with something! And my kid got it! I'm sorry!."
I said as Niea started yelling at us both.
"Can y'all stop fighting please!!! I'm the one who wished she was dead! It's my fault.! " Niea said crying and Tyeasha stood up and spoke. "Look this is nobody's fault! Stop blaming yourselves!!!! If anything y'all need each other more then y'all ever did! Stop all this bullshit fighting and comfort each other now!!!!,"
Ty said looking at me. Shawn pulled Niea and I close to her and we shared a tight hug.
"I'm sorry baby I'm just upset!"
Shawn said to me as we still held each other.

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